Okay Again

part 7

AN: I thought i was going to make this part a while ago but i've been busy. Sorry it's a little late

You pulled away resting your head in the crook of the cyan eyed boy. Sighing you said "I don't do this" laughing you added "I don't like boys. Sorry"

Louis pulled away abruptly looking at you "Is that the lie you tell yourself" spitting at you he waited for your reply as you sat there slack jawed.

"No it's not a lie. I- I don't" The stuttering of your sentences lessened the force you put to your words.

Louis continued to look at you running a hand through his hair, "Bullshit". Louis was someone you had only met for a few days and you just invited him into your home, to be questioned about your sexuality. That just isn't fair. He hardly knew you let alone that you liked girls.

Your silence answered and Louis replied "Harry, are you really going to tell me that all that fucking slutting around for the past few days to get money to pay off rent wasn't with men?" he breathed out "I am gay. I know what it looks like after a guys been fucked, I know what it looks like when it was his first time. Don't tell me you went out and had a metal poll shoved up your ass and two thousand dollars to spare. Don't look at me like i'm an idiot."

"You aren't Louis, I always wanted the big house with the wife."

Abruptly he let go of the spoon that he had been using to stir batter with, letting it splat into the chocolate mix. Pieces landing on his face, it was adorable. "I don't ever know if you were properly educated in this region. But, you can like girls and boys. Theres a name for it. It's not a fucking crime"

You backed away your feet slipping slightly on the wrecked plastic floor. "Look, Louis I think your'e awesome, you probably have a really nice place with your friends and I don't think that we were really ever meant to... meet" It was harsh you knew it but, he was acting like he already knew you over a couple of days, "I would ask you to stay but, I think it would be awkward if I knew you liked me but, that I only like girls so-"

"Are you quite finished? Before my dignity is gone ill leave" quickly walking to the hallway infront of the door he grabbed his Toms slipping his sockless feet into them and grabbing his coat. "I don't think i've ever met someone so scared in my life. Have a nice one Harry. Have fun at your wedding with your bottle blond double D titted wife, you homophobe"

What worried you the most was the last part where he called you scared. You stood in the kitchen stunned. You weren't scared of anything, you had spent almost three days fucking random men in their bed rooms. That took courage. Suddenly you realised it came up again. The thing about fucking guys. It made no sense.

After Louis left you finished off the cake yourself grabbing a hoodie and the extra comforter off Zayn's bed you went to your own. Covering yourself up you waited. Waited for the feeling of Louis' kiss to disapear off your lips.