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in 2 days we're going to officially start filming the second season of seaquest. needless to say i was nervous. i've been going over my lines non-stop since i've received the script. it's just because i'm nervous to meet the new cast. i know i shouldn't be, i'm sure they're nice. but that's just how i feel when meeting new people.

as i sit on the vintage couch in the living room, reading and practicing my lines for the 6th time this afternoon till leo walks in
"fleur, you need to stop being so nervous. maybe go for a walk or something?" he suggests. i knew he was only trying to help, but how the fuck am i supposed to do that? i'm literally dying over here, nervous for the day i meet the new cast. which is tommorow, though we're going to begin filming on sunday, 2 days from now.
"tell me leo, how am i supposed to calm down. what if they don't like me?" i reply. that was stupid of me. i've been in the show longer than the new cast, i shouldn't be the one feeling anxious. i just wanna go back to the days where i was busy laughing in cursive and using gen-z slang.
he scoffs "fleur if anything, they should be the ones nervous"
"that isn't really helping" i tell him
"you've been on the show longer than them, you know the rest of the cast more than them. so what's the problem, why are you nervous?" he asks
"i don't know, i just am okay? you know how i feel about meeting new people" i exclaim
"you know what, i'm sorry. i'm just nervous to meet them. thanks for trying to help though" i say, getting up and ending the conflict.

i decided i should call jonathan and see if i can come over.
"jonathan, it's me fleur. i was wondering if i could come over to your place? if it's okay"
"yeah, you can he quickly responds
"great i'll be there in 15"
"see you soon" he says
i hang up without responding, since like dude, what the fuck am i supposed to say? i've sucked at conversing ever since i was a kid. the most interesting conversation i could come up with in 2021 was 'why is fanta so spicy' and i only got weird glances.

i knock on the door, jonathan's door. to which he quickly answers
"hey. come in" he says. moving to the side allowing me to walk in, which i accept
"hey, how are you?" i ask
"good.. you?" he responds. though we both know, he isn't
"you sure your okay?" i ask, ignoring his question
"yeah, i'm 100% sure. now how are you?" he asks, with a small smile. i didn't want to seem annoying so i gave up
"i'm great"
"you sure?" he mocks
"positive" i say, smiling
"great. now c'mon" he says, leading me to the living room
"i assume your parents are home?" i ask. slightly looking around and noticing how quiet the house is
"well you assumed right. they're out grocery shopping" he says as we both sit down on the couch
"you know jon, i'm nervous" i spit out
"for?"
"filming the second season of seaquest. i'm nervous to meet them" i confess
"hey don't be. i'm nervous too, we probably all are" he says, to which i just nod
he pulls me closer. like yes bitch, thank you sky daddy.

me and him hung out the rest of the day, i ended up sleeping over at his house
i kinda wanna teach him like gen-z slang. and besties, i will, somebody..

'~*~V~*~'

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