hey! Them (you)I'm going to high school this September but my whole life I have to life up to me family expectation like the best high school for my dad and then everyone else but one time I said I like girls but I'm actually bi and that fight was another strain our already up and down relationship causes she taught me spelling and I got hurt if I spelt it wrong and after all the years it just made me distrust her I remember when I was very small i cut my eyebrow but it would grow back but when I she say it she told me to get a hammer and she hit me hand with it and when I was running away with holding my hand and form her she throw it and broke my leg another time I ranaway so much cause my mom was going to start a summer of hell aka homeschool I almost died that day but I lived like many time like and sometimes it was my plan and I try to see the bright side and now I don't care so my time limit of what life is on my 18 birthday ill jump but if I don't reach their ideal school my life doesn't matter and no-one would know this dumb child so ill wait for my results that is my fate of life or death cause my parents almost got divorced and because i told my mom about the other woman and big brother who i looked up to when i said something about stuff he did he got hurt and it hurted me to hear and see and one night he said he hate me it hurtled that night i cried and when I had a friend from birth she left to go for the summer and changed and one time in school a kid to my umbrella but I never left the house at that time and I cursed and broke down and another time my mind was messed up and the peer pressure got the best of me and what about bullying in school huh?! I got bulled and told the counselor she did nothing !! I had to theat them that they will stop also I'm from Jamaica and its normal to be beated by your elder But I find it unfair that we don't have a option like other thing the world dose nothing about like rape ,chlid aburse, bullying, suicides' but we children are the future so we can change it
