semishira oneshots || completed

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Semi and Shirabu had been in a relationship for 3 months now, and they were more than happy to be able to finally spend time together as a couple.

Semi would do anything for Shirabu, and so would Shirabu. They both love each other unconditionally. that even someone who's in a relationship would be jealous of their bonding.

however these past few days, Shirabu has been acting really strange, so strange... that even Semi couldn't grasp on what's going on. was he having problems at home, was he having problems with a certain person, or was he having problems with him...? no no, semi didn't wanna think that. although it is fully possible he didn't wanna put the blame on himself, since he felt as if he's done nothing wrong.

seconds, hours, days, and weeks go  by like the seasons, Shirabu was only growing more and more distant, it was as if... he was trying to ignore semi as best as possible... he didn't wanna admit it, but he figured it might be true and that broke his heart into tiny little pisces.

he loves Shirabu, does Shirabu love him too? all he could do was wonder and hope for the best.

it was until one day when his loved one texted him to meet at the beach, is this finally going to come to an end? he missed Shirabu's touch, cuddles, hugs, kisses more than anything in this world. oh how he wish he could experience it again after the time where they started to grow distant.

he hoped for the best, before leaving his car and walked towards a beautiful beach where the couple first confessed. he saw Shirabu, standing there, staring into the clear blue ocean. sadness can be seen within his eyes. i wonder what's up?

he walked towards the shorter boy, "you called me here Kenjirou...?" words escaped his mouth almost like a silent whisper that only Shirabu could hear.

Shirabu held Semi's hand, so warm yet so cold at the same time. he faced his only lover, looking straight into those pretty gray eyes, forming his lips preparing to say something.

"Eita..." Shirabu put his hand on Semi's cheek. "I love you... i really do" he looked down to the golden shimmering sand, Semi stood there completely clueless. "i... know that, and i do too" Semi smiled. "i love you, you love me too much, and i can never love you enough" he lift his head to stare at those gray eyes once again, now seen quite glassy. "therefore i think we should break up. i don't want this relationship to feel onesided. i hope you understand"

tears started to form on the corner of Semi's eyes, this can't be happening... their relationship was so perfect... it made the both happy, he didn't understand where Kenjirou was coming from. "what do you mean...? i know how bad you are at physical affections and i understand. so what's left there to be fixed?!"

Shirabu let go of Semi's hand even if he didn't want to, he couldn't come up with any words. Semi stood there looking at his now ex lover.

Shirabu only stared at the ocean once more for a few minutes before looking back to Semi, "i'm sorry." and like that, the boy walked away leaving Semi alone at the beach, heart broken into pieces watching Shirabu run away. the world has something good to offer into his world, only for it to be taken away later on.

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hi hi !
i was gone for a while there, but i'm finally coming back with a new story for today!!
it wasn't the best but i tried </3
there's going to be a next part for this one :)))

drink your water, eat your food and stay safe <33

- adrian ☆