So this is love? [A tommyinnit x male! reader] ⚠{DISCONTINUED}⚠

Confused

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I woke up early in the morning. I didn't get much sleep last night, I couldn't stop thinking of what happened 3 years ago, I thought I was over it but I guess I wasn't. I moved out to get away from them, but that did nothing, I feel like they were still there, watching me and judging my every move. 'I should get breakfast' I thought to myself, I went downstairs and took out some eggs from the fridge. I made scrambled eggs and ate them on the couch whilst watching tv.

Living alone wasn't the most fun thing, but I had no choice. Anyways, after eating I washed the plate turned off the tv and just used my phone, doing whatever I could to keep me away from boredom.

[time skip because I don't wanna write the boring parts]

It was 9:00 pm and I had set up my pc, got dressed, cleaned up a bit and finished doing all the things I had to do by 10:00 pm. I set up OBS and put on the 'stream starting soon' scene. I streamed everyday, its kinda my job. I don't get a lot from it, I work as a baby sitter on the side, but its enough for me to survive. Plus I liked streaming, I already have 300 twitch followers and a few subscribers. It was fun to do and it kept my mind from the horrible thing called 'life'. I was planning on streaming until 1 or 2 a.m. I had been streaming for 2 hours now, I was doing a drawing stream because why not, when I heard a dono read by the text-to-speech bot reading the donos for me [idk if its a bot so jsjsjs] "Hey draw tommyinnit" It said, I looked to see who sent the dono and 'o m g' I thought to my self,, "Thank you tommyinnit for the dono? uuh ok" I said nervously. I didn't know if he was live, or what but I did as he asked and drew him.

"Ok chat I'll be posting the drawings I've done on my twitter, my username is @y/u, that's gonna be all for tonights stream byee" I said as the clock stricked 2. I put up the 'stream ending' scene as I thought of raiding someone. I couldn't find anyone to raid so I just ended the stream. 'o k, kinda weird that tommyinnit was on my stream but ig its fine, idk, probably just a one time thing' I thought to myself. I quickly posted the drawings, and went to bed after that.

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I was scrolling through twitch after I ended the stream when I saw this twitch streamer doing a drawing stream. I decided to check it out because somehow out of all the live channels he got my attention. He made jokes, very funny ones. 'he's cute not gonna lie' 'Wait no thats gay, anyways' I thought to myself. I donated to him, asking him to draw me. "Thank you tommyinnit for the dono?" I felt butterflies in my stomach. 'he said my name! well not my real name but still!' I thought. I watched him stream until he finished and checked his twitter to find the drawing of me.

I saw it and immediately commented.

Y/u @u/i
I drew tommyinnit in tonights stream! hope y'all like it.
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Tommyinnit @tommyinnit
hmm, this is pog.
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Explaining tommyinnit @explainingtommyinnit
Tommyinnit thinks that this drawing is pog.

After replying to his tweet I went to my bed with my phone in hand. 'hes so good at drawing what the hell' I thought to myself. Trying to think of anything else, I can't stop thinking of him "am I gay? no surely not" I soon drifted off to sleep on my bed. Dreaming of him sitting with me in a quiet field of grass and roses. It was a nice dream, I don't know why I can't stop thinking about him.

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I dreamed being with tommy in a field of grass and roses. He lookes so happy and so did I. I couldnt stop looking at him, his beautiful eyes making eye contact with mine, and the wind running through his fluffy hair. This was our first interaction, but it felt like I've met him before. Maybe my mind was playing tricks on me and making me love someone I could never have. Maybe I don't even deserve love. It's just a dream, it doesnt mean anything though.

End of chapter

jjjssjs sorry I cringe while I write cuz I'm not good at writing 😃
anyways stays safe and dont forget to drink water and eat food.

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