Hey bestie :)

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Hello!

I am losing motivation on writing this book.

It's not going how I want it to go and It's basically sh!t (IMO)

So I'm gonna stop writing this for a while.

I might discontinue it but if y'all want me to continue is then I could probably continue this.

But for now, I'm just gonna tell you guys what I had in mind.

Basically.

Tommy meets You.

You guys exchange discord tags.

boom, you're friends.

You start streaming together more often,

And he takes a liking to you.

You get invited by him to go with all the SMP members that are not in america to go to a small gathering.

You accept and you basically hang out with tommy more.

This is when you fall in love with him.

You then say what was originally in the descrtion:

"I think I like him"

"Huh"

'Shit I said that out loud didn't I"

You guys ALMOST confess.

But you had to go back home.

But then he visit's tubbo when you decided to visit Mak (coincidence)

And you basically confess.

You then become a beautiful couple and live hapilly ever after, for now.

Until you break up

You basically get the big sad.

But then get over it cause you're a bad b!tch (yes this is part of it)

But he is still sad.

And then you basically get back together in the end :)

The angst:

It was supposed to be like "Homophobic parents, got forced to move out, and was abused"

TW FOR THIS PART: MENTION OF RAPE

I also had an Idea to do like a "Father says he's homophobic, but actually raped you" stuff like that, IDK.

END OF TW

Why I think it's sh!t:

I tried to get 1000 words every chapter at some point, so now I kinda hate writing this.

Also the story is kinda all over the place.

And tommy was supposed to fall inlove with you but in a "I low-key kinda like him" Type of thing.

Some more things:

Will I keep writing this?

It depends. If I feel like writing then I will write.

  Will this be my last book?

   No! I have 3 books I'm writing actually! (one of them being
   a tommyinnit x male oc)

       When will your books be published?

          I will publish the books I'm writing once I'm done. I feel
          like the stress of having to write, although it felt good
          at first, really fucked up my mentality on writing this
          book, if that makes sense.

            Will this be my last X reader?

                 No! I'm making a Wilbur Soot x Male reader rn :)

                      (IK Wilbur and tommy are straight, but I'm just
                        feeding the male simps cause there's not
                         enough books for the gays, theys, and Non-
                         binaries. I will make some x Fem! readers
                                             soon, so stay tuned for that.)

If you have more questions, feel free to comment. If you want me to continue this, then again, feel free to comment.

I might reqrite this book to fit how I wanted the story to go, but this is all you get for now.

Anyways, stay safe, don't for get to eat, drink water, and take your meds! I hope you liked the story, hopefully I find motivation to continue this.

Thanks ya baybes for reading! I'll see you soon! Byee!

(also sorry for leaving you guys on an angsty chapter. (tbh that chapter kinda sucked IMO)

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