SIDHARTH'S POV
No no no .... this can not happen ....
Oh 😣 man ......
Mein kya karun ? Should I be happy or sad ?
POV ends
Shehnaaz came out of the restroom ...
She without looking at Sidharth took her clothes from the closet and walked passed him and went inside the restroom ....
Shehnaaz's pov
Maine kaha tha na sab dhong hai sab .....
Sidharthhhhhh....
Aap meri rooh ko tod rahe hai ....
Tod rahe hai 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Mein kya karun baba ji ? Mein kya karun ab ?
POV ends
She took a bath 🛀 and started to get ready ....
Her face was dull .... sadness could be guessed by just looking at her in her eyes ....
She got dressed in a white - gold sari 🥻....She came out of the restroom and stood in front of the mirror ....
She was about to apply sindoor ...
When Sidharth came from behind and wrapped his arm around her ....
She didn't payed any heed to it ...
Sid- shehnaaz please look at me ....
Sana- mein mandir jaa rahi hun ....
Fir wahan se mummy ke ghar jaungi ...
Fir duper mein jo delivery 🚚 hogi wo lene aaungi .... fir orphanage or old age home jaana hai mujhe ...
Shaam ko seedhe mom - dad ke ghar per milenge ....( she said all these things in a one go in a cold and stern tone )
Sidharth was dumbstruck at her behavior ... Shehnaaz freed herself from his hold ....
And started to move ...
Sid- meri baat to Sun lo ek baar please ...
Sana- Aap ek baar bahana bana ke call kardena Mumma papa ko mere kyuki mein nahi chahti ki humara personal baatein kisi ke samne aaye ....
"KISSI KE BHI SAMNE"
She took her phone and her Purse from the cupboard in which she also kept her diary 📔 then she left ...
Sidharth was about to run behind her when his phone buzzed with a message ....
The text -
Morning Sir , sorry to disturb you at this moment and sorry didn't realized that it was early in the morning in India ...
Well, I have some information about her .
I am soon coming back to India and will tell you everything about that person in detail.
The text ends ...
SIDHARTH'S reply-
Ok ! Then we will meet soon.
The text ends
Shehnaaz took her car keys and was about to move out when she turned back and went inside the kitchen ...
Sana- ( to a servant ) aap Sidharth ke liye breakfast bana dijiyega or unhe dedjiyega ... mana kare to serve karke unke samne rakh dijiyega ...
Servant- yes ma'am ... or aapke liye ?
Sana- nahi mere liye mat baniyega !!
Servant - Ji ma'am !!
Shehnaaz left and closed the door behind her ...
While driving the car 🚙.....
Shehnaaz's Pov
The flashback -
Sana- kitna baj raha hai ?
Sid- it's 6:30 🕡 ...
Sana- aake sojana aap ...
Sid- hmm
He went inside the restroom to do his morning business ...
Shehnaaz was still in a slumber ...
When SIDHARTH'S phone buzzed....
Sana- Sidharth phone aaraha hai aapka ...
Sid- pick it up !!
Shehnaaz attended the call and a tear rolled down her eyes ....
On the call -
Caller- Hello sir , it's Madhav here ....
The detective / investigator you hired to search about Ms. Neha Maheshwari ....
Sana- (shocked year rolled down her eyes ) I am ... I am his wife ....
You can tell me !!
Madhav- Hello ma'am !! I just wanted to tell that " NEHA COULD BE ALIVE , AS HER BODY WAS NOT FOUND , BUT I WOULD NOT SAY THAT WITH 100% ....SOON I WILL BE IN INDIA WITH SOME PROOFS AND SOME OTGER THINGS ABOUT HER AND IN NEXT 5-6 DAYS I WILL TELL YOU WITH CONFIRMATION IF SHE IS ALIVE OR NOT !!"
Sidharth came out of the restroom and found her in a vulnerable state ...
Her eyes were red .... her face pale ...
And just a tear rolling down .... she was holding his phone ...
Sidharth immediately ran to her and cupped her face ...
Sid- Kya hua meri jaan ? Kya hua hai ?
Sana- forwarded him the phone ...
ON CALL-
Sid- Hello !?
Madhav- Sir , Madhav here !!
Sid- sorry Madhav who??....
Madhav- sir Madhav , the detective you hired for Ms. Neha !!
Sid- oh yeah , yeah , yeah !! Actually it's early in the morning I couldn't recognize !! Sorry about that !!
Madhav- it's alright sir ... I have told your wife already about Neha that she could be alive but I will confirm you guys after 5-6 days ...
Sid- ok Madhav !!
The call ends ....
After the phone call ....
Shehnaaz was just looking at him with a sad and hurt face ....
Tears still rolling down her eyes ....
Sid- let me explain it once Shehnaaz ...
Sana-( just showed him her hands to stop ✋ him from speaking further )
She got out of the bed...
Flashback ends
Shehnaaz's pov
Kyu ? Kya wo aaj bhi yeh maante hai or yehi chate hai ki Neha wapas aajaye ?
Agar Neha zinda hui to ?
Or wo wapas aagai to ?
Lekin Sidharth ne hi to kaha tha kal ho raat ko ... agar aa bhi gayi to wo unhe Kho chuki hogi .... or ... or ... the bhi to kaha tha na ki ab bus mein hun ....
Kaha to yeh sab tha lekin ....
Neha hai to unka pehla hi pyaar na ?
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
POV ends
SIDHARTH'S POV
Neha agar zinda hai to bhi or nahi bhi hai to bhi .... mein sirf ab tumhara hun shehnaaz .... pyaar na hua hai abhi wo sahi hai ....lekin kabhi hoga nahi yeh tumhara sochna galat hai ....
Lekin befkoof ladki mujhe bolne ka to mauka dena chahiye tha na ? Gussa hoke chali gayi ....
POV ends
He left for gym and returned after 2 hours .... then Sidharth got ready and was about to leave when the servant came ....
Servant- sir , ma'am keh ke gai hai ki nashta kar lijiyega for hi ghar se nikaliyega !! To mein laga dun breakfast?
Sid- wo kuch kha ke gayi hai ?
Servant- nahi sir , bus bolke gayi hai ki aapko khana khate bina jane na dun ....
Sid-( smiled ) hmm !!
He settled on the table and the servants served him food ....
SIDHARTH'S POV
Naraz hai per fikar karna kabhi nahi chodhti hai ...
Jaise mein uske andar ussi ka ek hissa hun ...
Jiska pata hai usse lekin ehsaas nahi !!
Uski aaj wo nam aankhein mujhe iss baat per yakeen karne per majboor kar deti hai ki .... usse mera kitna khayal hai ...
Lekin khoodh kyu kuch nahi khaya ?
Itna gussa 😡?
Pehle bhi kaha tha maine isse gussa khane per nahi utarte ....
POV ends
After breakfast he left his house 🏡....
Shehnaaz went to mandir 🛕 and stayed there for sometime and then left for her house ...
Ting tong ....the bell 🔔 went ....
Shm came and opened the door 🚪 ....
Shm- puttar tu itni subah subah ? Sab theek hai hai na ?
Sana- haan Mumma sab theek hai hai ( hugged her )( shehnaaz wanted to break down in her arms and cry her heart out but couldn't )
She broke the hug and entered the house ....
Sana- baaki sab kahan hai ?
Shm- tere papa ko ek business meeting ki wajah se Delhi jana pada hai or Riya or baaz so rahe hai ...
Kal raat craving ho rahi thi riya ko bahut zyada or anxiety bhi to der se soye hai wo dono ....
Bus mein bhi abhi uthi hun ....
Sana- accha 👍 papa gaye aapne bataya bhi nahi ....
Shm- haan kal shaam ko hi gaye wo ...
Achanak se jaana pada ....
To bhul hi gaye batana ...
Or tu bata Sidharth kaisa hai ?
Sana- Sidharth bilkul thikh hai Mumma...
Bus aajkal kaam bahut rehta hai ...
Shm- accha 👍 jaa tu baith mein brush karke aati hun ...
Sana- aap aaram se kaam karo apne saare ... mein apne kamre mein hun ...
Shm- tune khaya kuch subah se ?
Sana- nahi aama !! Per mein Mukund kaka se keh deti hun ki kuch bana ke mere kamre mein bhijawa de ...
Shm- Sana puttar sab theek hai na ?
Sana- haan Mumma ...
Shm- beta koi baat ho to batana !!
Sana- haan haan bilkul ....
Shm left for her room and Shehnaaz asked Mukund kaka to make something for her and send it to her in her room ...
Shehnaaz came in her room and settled on the bed ...
She dialed her house landline 📞 number and the phone was answered by a servant ...
Sana- mein shehnaaz bol rahi ...
Servant- ji bhaabhi ji ! Naam aagay tha likh ke ... koi kaam tha kya ?
Sana- Sidharth ghar per hai ?
Servant- nahi bhabhi ji wo to kab ka kahin nikal gaye hai ...
Sana- nashta kiya unhone ?
Servant- ji bhabhi ji ...
Sana- thikh hai ... wais ek ucch bata ke gaye hai ki kahan gaye hai ?
Servant- nahi aisa to kuch bolke nahi gaye hai wo ...
Sana- accha theek hai ....
She hung up the call and opened her diary 📔......
Shehnaaz's diary 👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻(Tum log mujhe dm
Kar rahe the tabse diary ki pic ke liye )
Shehnaaz's diary-
Akhir kyu ? Jab mujhe lagne laga ki sab theek ho raha hai sab sahi ho raha hai , tab hi kyu hona tha yeh ?
Kya Sidharth mere saath bilkul bhi khush nahi hai !?
Kya unko aaj bhi Neha hi chahiye hai or mein nahi ?
Kyu unhone ek detective ko hire kiya ?
Agar unhe nahi rehna or nahi chahte hai ki yeh rishta aage badhe to ek baar mujhse bol kyu nahi dete hai ?
Mujhe bhi man ka sukoon hoga or unhe bhi ...
Saath mein rehna or na rehna tab baat karlenge ....
Ki divorce lena hai ya fir aise hi rahega humara rishta ....
Duniya ke samne , gharwalon ke samne ek perfect couple or kamre ke andar ek aise couple jinko ek dusre se koi matlab nahi ...
Mein aaj Mumma ki god mein rona chahti thi .... jaise hi unse gale mili bus man kiya tut ke ro lun ...
Aise ro ki uske baad dubara kabhi rona na pade ....
Hamari manzilein shayad kuch or hai per shayad uss manzil tak pahunchne ke liye yeh padhaw par karna zaroori hai ....
Kuch dil ki baatein dil mein hi reh jaani chahiye raaz banke ....
Agar unhe dil se bahar nikalo to wo zindagiyon ko rakh bana dete hai ....
Mein nahi chahti hun ki mujhe tume shikayatein , bhadas , dukh or dard likhna padhe ....
Mein chahti hun ki mein ismein khushi , sukh , pyaar or kamiyabiyaan likhun ....
Lekin , shayad kismat ko yeh manzoor nahi ...
Shayad kismat ko yeh manzoor nahi !!
Wo kehte hai na ki "AB TO AADAT SI HAI MUJHKE AISE JINE KI"
Sahi kehte hai .... ab to aadat hai ....
Diary ends !!
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