Wo adhure lafz

Part-42

Sidharth and shehnaaz reached a restaurant and ordered their food ...
Sid- to kya baatein hui wahan per ?
Sana- Shreya se baatein ho rahi thi ki aage kya plan hai uska you know job wagera ... fir shopping or kapadon ke baatein hui or fir family planning ki ..,
Sid- baaki sab to thikh hai per family planning !?
Sana- hmm... actually Sidharth mujhe bhi aapse baat karni thi iss baare mein ...
Sid- iss bare mein kya baat karni hai ?
Sana- should we plan a baby ?
Sid- ....
Sana- bacche karle ?
Sid- bacche ?
Sana- hmm... Kya ab Hume family planning shuru karni chahiye ?
Sid- nahi abhi nahi !!
Sana- per kyu ?🤔
Sid- Kyuki meine kaha aisa isiliye !! 😤
Sana- aap naraz kyu ho rahe ho ?
Sid- ( held her hands ) mein naraz nahi ho raha hun ... mein yeh dekh ke irritate ho raha hun ki jis shehnaaz ka career abhi peak per hai wo family planning ka kaise soch sakti hai ?
Sana- aap kehna kya chahte ho ?
Sid- shehnaaz first of all humari shaadi ko abhi ek saal bhi nahi hua hai ... kuch humko time milna chahiye right ... only for us ? Ek baar bacche hogaye both of us will be busy with that... hum ek dusre ko time nahi de paenge !!
And the second reason is ... abhi hum dono ko apne apne kaam per focus karna chahiye !! After Jodhpur project itne acche acche project aarahe hai tumhare pass why don't you grab them ? It's time for you to make your own name in this big world. Isn't it ? Or abhi mein bhi free nahi hun I have work , projects and deals ...
Or abhi bacche ... I don't think it's a great idea .... mein chahta hun jab bacche ho to hum dono apna full focus or attention Un per de.
Sana- hmm ...
Sid- don't just "hmm" baat kar rahe hai baat karo ... put your points across ... 💝
Sana- I thought this was the perfect time for us Sidharth abhi ek itna bada project kiya hai maine ... I thought to Spend all the time with you and family .... I thought this was the best time to plan a baby!! I won't lie Sidharth ... but baat yeh hai ki after a certain age baby hone mein dikkat hoti hai ... results nahi aate hai .... and I don't want that to happen. You won't have problem producing , but I will ...
Sid- shehnaaz you are only 24 .... like in two months you will be 25 !! We do have plenty of time ... or rahi baat tumhari hum sabke saath time spend karne ki to wo to tum karti hi ho or time nikal ke kar sakti ho right ?
Sana- sure !?
Sid- obviously meri jaan !!
Sana- chalen fir dinner karen ( she smiled  brightly )
Sid- tumko yahi baat karni thi mujhse ya kuch or bhi ?
Sana- filhaal ke liye to sirf yahi ... waise aapka project ka kya haal hai ?
Sid- project is going good. Shayad se isi month ke end mein deal mil jaaye .... bus ek Baar meeting hojae acche se !!
Sana- hojaegi ... aap tension mat lo 💝
Sid- hmm ( he nodded )
Soon the dinner was served and both enjoyed.
Then they went back home !!
Once they reached shehnaaz was in a thought and didn't heard Sidharth calling her from behind.
Shehnaaz's pov
Keh to Sidharth sahi rahe hai ....Nahi ?
Bacche to hum kar lenge lekin usse pehle khoodh kuch kaam kar lein ?
Or shaadi ko ek saal bhi nahi hua hai abhi to ... well all that is fine !!
Lekin haan ... I respect his decision and will surely and willingly obey him on that.
POV ends
Sidharth came from behind and held her hands and she turned ...
Sana- haan !?
Sid- kabse awaaz de raha hun ... kahan khoi hui ho ?
Sana- nahi kuch nahi ... aap batao kyu bula rahe the ?
Sid- wo tumhara phone tum car mein hi bhul gai thi... yeh lo ( gave her phone )
Sana- oh accha !! ( she took it from him )
Sid- jao tum room Mein jao mein gate lock karke aata hun !!
Sana- ji 👍
She left ...
SIDHARTH'S POV
I know she was thinking about something and probably about the talk we had about family planning. Is she not happy ?
Not happy that ... that I asked her to focus on her career rather then having kids !?
If she don't want to work and want a total family life ... I don't mind either. I only asked her for that so that she doesn't lose herself. Her work is her life , her passion and one of the biggest reason for her to live. She always wanted this success but now when is having it... she is not ready to move on with it ...
I have read her diary ... I have read those pages in which she clearly tells about her dreams ... dream to be the best !! And I know she can be !
I cannot let kids , family or even myself come between her and her success.
She might have not realized it yet but she needs to keep working until she gets a renowned name , so even if she takes a break and she rejoins later , she will have her base all ready.
And for kids we do have plenty of time.
Like she is just 24 ....
Ok ... ok .... 25 ....
But she doesn't seem even a day older then 18 ...
( he chuckled 🤭 at his own thought )
POV ends
He moved back to his room and cuddled sleeping with shehnaaz.
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Like this a week have passed and it's the day of Riya's godabharai ( baby shower ) and Kushal's and shreya's wedding.
Sana- Sidharth uth jaiye please ... nahi to late hojaenge hum !
Sid- jaan 2 minute or please ...
Sana- bus 2 minute or !
She again got back to her dressing and started doing her makeup.
After few minutes she looked at herself in the mirror and praised herself .
Sana- wah shehnaaz wah kya lag rahi hai ... Sidharth to go went gone hojaega !!
She then applied sindoor and moved back to wake Sidharth up.
Shehnaaz 👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻