"Go!" We hear someone yell and to that we run on stage to hear screaming and crying, oh how much I missed this feeling the crowd was huge, the most people we've ever had
"How are we feeling Manchester?" Liam yells and in reply we get so many screams, it makes me so happy and when we get in our places I look to my right and find an empty spot so I run back stage, when I do I hear gasps and know everyone is confused. I go grab a blue bear I was given by my mum and run back out and put it in Louis spot.
Everyone cheers me on and I love that, I don't feel alone through all of this, once we're ready 'A.M' starts playing and I get ready to sing
I take a deep breath and let the lyrics flow out of my mouth.
"Won't you stay 'til the a.m?
All my favorite conversations
Always made in the a.m
Yeah,yeah" when I'm done the crowd already has their flashlights out
A little bit in the song it becomes zany's turn to sing louis' part and I start to tear up, Zayn smiles at me and yells "Sing for Lou!" And the crowd does just that but doesn't shout the lyrics they sing them sweetly
"Won't you stay 'til the a.m?
All my favorite conversations
Always made in the a.m
'Cause we don't know what we're saying"
I blow kisses into the crowd and throw one to Lou, I can hear the sobs in the crowd and it brings tears to my eyes. When the song finishes I grab my mic and say a few words
"Wow, you guys are the best fans we could ask for. Louis loved you all very very much and we will all forever be grateful for y'all. Now let's be happy because that's what Louis wants." I wipe my tears and sigh "Now who's ready for some steal my girl!!" And they all cheer
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After an hour and a half we're getting ready to sing my song "if I could fly" I'm beyond nervous of what people will think, we just finished AM and I'm on a drink break while Liam, Niall, and Zayn are talking to the fans.
When I'm making my way back I hear Liam say "Thank you guys so much for everything you do we love you all so much" and then I enter the stage again and grab mic to say something while the boys get ready to sing
"U-um this song has been in the making for 2 years, it's called "If I could fly" and I wrote it for Louis.." I take a deep breath "so I hope you like" I smile and they cheer.
And with that the music starts playing and I get ready to sing..
"If I could flyI'd be coming right back home to you"
I look up to the crowd and I see the whole stadium blue and then I realize they knew about this and planned it, I looked to the boys and they smiled fondly
"I think I might
give up everything just ask me to"
Then Liam starts to sing
" pay attention, I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down right now I'm completely defenseless"
Then for the rest of the song I just admire the crowd, and look at the signs people are holding up and read them and then zany's part comes which was meant for louis
"I've got scars even though they can't always be seen" Is that? No it can't be, but it is THATS louis voice..
"And pain gets hard, but now you here and I don't feel a thing"
That was his voice, i soon realize I'm crying and wipe my tears away soon after the song comes to an end and I run to hug the boys and sob a thank you
"T-thank you so, so much!" I whisper
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soo what did you think?
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Dear Lou..
Short StoryIt's been months since Louis passed and Harrys only way to cope is to write to him.. • • • TW: mentions of suic!de
