Dear Lou..

chapter nine

The next morning I wake up to the smell of bacon and eggs, I turn to my clock it says 8:34 so I decide to get up and put some sweat pants on then I go to the kitchen.

"Good morning Haz!" Niall says cheerfully

"Morning" i smile lightly and sit beside him at the island, I grab some food and begin to eat then Liam speaks up

"Are y'all ready for tonight?" He asks lightly

"Yeah, the fans need this and so do we." Zayn says and looks towards me to see go I feel and I look around and all eyes are on me.

"Uh y-yeah I'm a bit nervous but yeah I agree" I give a reassuring smile and finish my food and put my plate in the sink and go back to my room to write to Louis.

I go to the night stand and grab my journal and begin to write..

Dear Lou,
Yesterday I saw the girls we went out to eat Lottie is looking after Daisy and Phoebe well, don't worry the paps didn't bother them I made sure of it.

The concert is tonight I'm not gonna lie I'm so nervous, I don't wanna be boring and I won't have you on my right to give me that smile of yours. It's gonna be so weird not hearing your voice on stage I'll certainly miss it.

We have to leave at 1 pm to go to the place we'll be performing there's gonna be 60,000 people and I really don't want to let them down and I don't want to let you down. I promise I'll try for you.
I'll talk to you later, I love you and I won't let you down
-H:)

I put my journal up and hear a knock on my door to see Liam I give him a smile and then he speaks up.

"Can you come in the living room we need to show you something" he says and that makes me nervous because I don't want anything to go wrong tonight but I just nod and follow him out to the living room to see Niall and Zayn on the couch,I sit down next to them.

"Okay so we have our clothes for the concert we custom made them" Liam says and brings out 4 blue suits and I start to tear up because those are the colors of my baby's eyes I get up hug Liam

"Thank you, thank you so much" I say as I hug him tighter, he hugs me back

"Your welcome." He says lightly and i back away from the hug and run my fingers along the fabric and smile

"Thank you guys so much, for everything really I couldn't ask for better mates y'all are like my brothers" I say as I turn around

"Your welcome Haz, now let's get ready it's already 12:30 and we need to get ready" Zayn says standing up, before we get ready we all hug and give each other some motivation for tonight.

When I get to my room I go take a quick shower and dry my hair, when I'm done I go back to my room and there's a present on the bed with an envelope on it, it says 'Dear Hazza' and in that moment I know who it's from and my heart drops.

I sit down on the bed and open the envelope to find a letter it says..

Dear Hazza,

Your about to go on stage for the first time in a while I'm guessing. Give it your all love I believe in you, you've got this. I know I'm gone but I'll be there I'll be cheering you on from wherever the fuck I go;)
But you've got the boys they love you and are there for you. Now get off you sad ass and make me proud. I love you Haz remember that.
(Oh and enjoy the gift)
-Louis xxx