Just a stupid boy

Let me speak

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This chapter is in Vinnies perspective. I'm going to be switching from Adreaunna's perspective  to Vinnies. 

               Any thoughts on what might happen?
                                               
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Vinnie:

Fuck.

She's probably looking for me, she's probably worried. Or embarrassed, not as much as I am. Where am I even going? What just happened? What did I do?

Pull it together Vin. It's time to go home.

I turn the car around and drive toward the Starbucks. Coffee, coffee will fix things. She loves coffee

"Welcome to Starbucks, how may I help you today?"

You got a gun? I could seriously use that right now.

"Can I get two medium iced coffees?"

"Is that all for today?"

"Yep"

"Drive on up"

Fuck. I've never been this flustered over a girl. I mean, I've never pulled something like that. But that wasn't me, that wasn't how I usually act. She knows that.

She knows me, the real me.

Shit. She knows me.

"That would be $12.40 please"

"Yep"

I drive up to the window.

"Cash, credit, or debit?"

"Debit please"

"No problem"

She hands me the debit machine, I type in the pin and then the coffees are handed to me.

What the fuck do I even say? What is there to say? We have to talk. We can avoid it. Fuck I'm nervous.

Pull it together Vin.

What if she's gone?

Pull it together Vin.

Do I have feelings for her?

Pull it together Vin!

It takes me a second to realize I haven't even left the drive through.. fuck. What a dumb ass.

I drive off, towards home. I decide to ignore all of the questions running through my mind.. it's too much. I wasn't even in control of my own actions at that moment. I completely lost all control.

I can't overthink this, it was just a mistake.

I pull in the driveway.. noticing there is still garbage lying around from last night's party. Choosing to ignore it..

She was the last one here that night. The rest of our friends left before her. Not that it was an issue, she's my best friend.

She's my best friend.. and that's all.

The garage door opens and I pull in. Hesitating to get out of the car. But I resist it. I pull it together.

Her lips were so soft.. and sweet.

Pull it together Vin.

I open the door and there she is. Sitting on the couch. Biting her nails.. fidgeting. She looks nervous, until she sees me.