lockdown wala pyaar

chapter 7

After few days.

*Avu's pov*
  I am so sure that I am having a crush on him. I don't even know his name but I am just having crush on him. In the past 10 days we both used to look at eachother while walking..... We even had a small cute eye locks for few second eventually... I or he will broke it after gaining to senses but the thing is whenever I see him I just end up smiling widely and after we broke our eyelocks I will be blushing hardcore. Idk why but I am loving this... I never thought that I will be blushing and smiling like this just by seeing a boy... Who had a crush on me and I am having on him too...
    
Come on!!!! Even he is staring me like that and even he is looking at me in a such a way that anyone could say that he is staring me and I think even he too had a crush on me... I am just stating the facts here!!! Anyone can love me... U know? 😉 I am just obbessed with my slef...
 
I shook my head to remove all my obsession and self-love for sometime as it's the time to go to walking.... Nope!!! It's the only way to see him... I just checked myself in the mirror before going up and not to forget inform maa... And to drag jai... Idk why I am dragging him he don't even walk.. he is just obsessed with his video games....

  I went upstairs and started doing my walk and I saw that he isn't present there... I checked the whole terrace of that building with my eyes but he is not there anywhere..... Where does he be...?? Didn't he come up? Or did I come fast today?? I checked the time in my phone and I came here on time but where is he??? Is he okay?? Why didn't he come up then if he is fine??? I don't even know in which flat he lives in that building as I saw him only on the terrace.

This question is still roaming around my mind why does he didn't come to walking today?? Idk whether he is fine or not.... May be be got some work... Or he is busy... I just wanna see him once only to make sure he is fine but how I don't even know his name, where does he lives, Idk anything about him.... Then how I made up a crush on him...?? Oh god!!!! Where did I got myself into... Avneet!!!! U just got into a trouble by yourself.... If he is staring at u... U should have stop seeing towards him or u shouldn't go up... U should just let him go.... How could I search for him now!!??

  It's been a hour I am discussing with myself... Cursing myself, praying God to atleast see him once or to atleast talk with him once and also to if he is fine or not?!

Avneet!!! Relax!! Just take deep breaths.... I said to myself and took deep breaths and I calm down after sometime.... May be he is just busy... Nothing will happen to him... He will be fine... I ensured myself... I prayed god for the last time and left down to have my dinner....

We all had our dinner with some chit-chatting... I came to my room as I don't want to be with them... I just want some alone time... Idk why but I just want to be alone now.... It's not me... Who used to mingle with everyone and play with family... But I am not in a mood today... The day I didn't see HIM made me upset... I thought to say him a HI today... But he didn't even come.... Atleast he should have informed me about this yesterday....

  After along battle with myself I ended up sleeping while thinking about him...

  To be continued.....
So it's all about avneet here...

Why didn't siddharth go up??
Think about that and let me know in the comment section.

I am just demotivated.
I don't want to write this ff... Pls let me know if I should continue or not???