hendery looked at his phone "fuck, another delulu fan," he cursed in his mind while rolling his eyes. hendery swore to himself he will never get used to all these fans texting him. but that's what being an idol is like. some fans would act like you're their diary. which hendery think is a good thing, because it's nice to have someone who you don't even know.. to trust you that much. but hendery cringes at every cheesy text, some made him smile though.
whatever, only god knows what he thinks about all these fans texting him.
"text jaehyun then, why me.." hendery sighed, he stared at his phone weirdly, who the hell in this world would make a bet with a fucking idol you don't even stan.
"what is it this time?" lucas, hendery's best friend in both on and off camera asked. lucas has known hendery for years to the point that lucas would know if something's wrong just by looking at the way hendery blinks his eyes.
"one of jaehyun's fan texted me and made a bet with me."
"they what--" "what are they betting on though?" lucas said while munching his guandong taco.
hendery stood up and went to the dining table, "I DONT KNOW??"
"you're sexy." lucas read what it says and chuckled,
lucas looked straightly at hendery's phone and hendery's face back and forth, "they're not real."
"that's totally not helping,"
"no one says it would." lucas answered simply and rushed to his room minding his own business.
--
dejun on the other side looks very done with life.
his favourite character just died, without even saying goodbye.
"GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE??" dejun pressed his face on his pillow, soaked with his tears.
"why is it so salty????" dejun cried even more when he found out his favourite pillow is soaked with his own tears, salty tears.
reality hits dejun and he quickly sat straight.
"how does jaehyun's tears taste like?"
"i bet it tastes like strawberry and peach.." dejun wiped his face using THAT pillow again, and stood up thinking about his undone assignment.
while thinking about his assignment, he suddenly remembered what he did last night.
"OH FUCKSBWKD I HOPE IT WAS A DREAM???!!!!"
dejun prayed for his life and pressed on instagram.
"god take my life away please."
he was so high last night and hendery happened to be on his explore. out of all people, why him??? WHY HUANG GUANHENG.
he tried to distract himself by listening to try again which was a bad idea. he questioned his life existence, "please, why did you save me when i was about to jump."
the cold wind hits dejun's angel-like face with dejun inhaling the so called fresh air knowing it would be the last time for him to do that. it is very sad, knowing dejun has never knew how it is like being loved sincerely by someone. until the day he die, and he thought was today.
for some reason, dejun wanted to be good in everything. he has tried painting, which he was very bad at but others kept saying his painting were beautiful.
and he knew, it was just to make him feel better.
when i say everything, he really did try everything.
he always think about what would happen if he die.
like all his hard work, everything he has worked hard for.. it was all useless.
no one would ask about it when the sky is falling,
"hey i know the world is about to end but what did you get for your final exam?"
fucking no.
he did everything for his own good. but half of his part did it to be loved, and it is very sad to admit that no one noticed his effort.
he inhaled and exhaled, tears streaming down his face. and the only thing he can think of is jung jaehyun.
the guy who made him happy, who made him smile truly. he loved him, so much.
he stood up and went to the edge of the rooftop, with try again slowed ver. playing. he just wanted to jump off and give up.
just when he was about to lift his right leg, someone pulled him harshly and dejun fell on the ground.
"what was that for???", dejun rubbed his elbow that hit the ground.
"are you stupid?!" "you can't just jump like that!" "life isn't easy like you think it is.."
the guy just kept on screaming at dejun. dejun was so scared.
he kept on screaming until he heard dejun sniffed, he looked down at dejun and kneel down to see his face,
dejun couldn't see his face as his eyes were filled with his tears.
he softly wiped dejun's tears like dejun was his everything.
and out of nowhere, he pulled dejun into a hug, patting his back.
everything stopped for a while.
dejun wanted to stay like that, but a call disturbed their moment.
the guy pulled out a tissue and gave it to dejun, walking away as if nothing happened.
"a tissue won't solve all my problem.." "but.. thank you."
i_m_hendery ✅
Jan 5, 22:54 You changed the chat theme Monochrome. Change theme
wait what was i betting on?
You changed the chat theme to Chill. Change theme
sorry the theme is based on my mood
how are u feeling?
it feels weird to have a conversation with an idol--
Jan 5, 23:05
my storage is so full so instagram is not a permanent app in my phone
do u think i'd be able to do this until the end of the year 😋😋
i_m_hendery ☑️
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