𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭~ [𝑎 𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑧𝑒𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑓𝑖𝑐]

𝐂𝐡. 6

[Zenitsu's pov]

I began to tear up as he pulled me close to him. I knew it. That was it, this is now the end of me.
Why did i trust him in the first place?

AH! HE PINNED ME AGAINST THE TREE NONONONONONONO THISISHORRIBLE IMGOINGTODIEEEEE

I struggled to escape his grasp and began to cry more. My tears were now flowing down on his hand.

“Hey don't cryyyy~” He said in his scary tone.
I, of course, didn't listen to him and cried more.

“Tch. Stop crying already.. It'll be over soon, just a little bite... C'mon.. Please ~” He whispered in my ear.

How could i let this happen?
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Tw: sad/suicidal thoughts?-
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Damn, i really am useless...
I deserve to die.

I'm a demon slayer, how could i let this demon attack me..?
I'm such a fool.
I'm a coward. I can't even protect myself. I'm so useless. I try and try and try and try but i still fail!..

Maybe.. This is my chance... My only chance.. I won't have this opportunity anymore.

C'mon zenitsu, just let him kill you. It's going to be okay, finally.
He's making you a favor.
Don't deny it. You want to die, Zenitsu.

Just let him do it.

You'll finally be happy..

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[Third person pov]

“huh.. Are you done struggling? You finally accept your fate? You're such a naive boy..” Tanjiro chuckled and took his hand away from zenitsu's mouth.

Zenitsu was sobbing a bit.
“Please... I beg you... Just kill me already. Stop joking around. Make it quick please”

Tanjiro's eyes widened. He was confused, just a few seconds ago this boy was struggling to escape and now he begs to be killed? Not gonna lie, he was concerned about this.
He knew that he'll feel bad if he's going to hurt the blonde boy.

“No... It's not tempting anymore now.”
“Huh..?” Zenitsu looked at him
“You told me to kill you, it's not tempting anymore. And besides,, i wasn't actually going to eat you.... I was just playing around” Tanjiro firmly said.

“N-no! You don't understand! You have to! You're a d-demon anyways..!”

Tanjiro glared at Zenitsu.
“So what if im a demon? I may or may not took a liking to you, y'know? So don't even think about me hurting you anytime soon.”

“B-but..”
Zenitsu was rudely interrupted by Tanjiro laying a finger on his lips.

“Hush. You're just talking non sense..”
“...” Zenitsu managed to push tanjiro's finger away somehow
“What kind of demon are you!? Why won't you eat me already!”
“What kind of demon slayer are you? Why won't you slay me already?” Tanjiro smirked.
“I beg you! Just bite me or something! I don't know what you're doing to kill people but just do it!”
“you want me to bite you..?”

“Yes! I want to end this!”
Tanjiro smirked again and leaned towards the blonde's neck.
“Alright... I'm going to bite you now~”
Zenitsu closed his eyes and breathe in and out.
Tanjiro licks Zenitsu's neck.
Zenitsu shoot open his eyes and blushed.
He was red as a tomato.
“I- i told you to bite me..!”

"That's what im doing”
Tanjiro bit into the boy's neck.
Zenitsu yelped in pain, but covered his mouth to not make a sound. After all, he was going to be relieved.
Even tho he'll miss Inosuke and Aoi... The only people who understood him.

Tanjiro then pulled away.
“Done! I kind of left a mark tho..”
“Am i dead yet?” Zenitsu asked.
“No? You only told me to bite you.”
“HUh-!? WHAT DO YOU MEAN NO?! AND YOU LEFT A MARK?!!” Zenitsu yelled.
“Mhm! I did!”

Zenitsu blinked.
He sighed and placed his hand where Tanjiro bit him.
“Oww.. It still hurts..”
“Ah sorry sorry.” Tanjiro bowed in front of him. “I'm sorry”
“Eh.. I guess it's fine.. But oh god, if you left a mark people will think someone gave me a hickey!”
“Basically that is a hickey. Isn't that what you wanted me to do?”

“What...” Zenitsu blushed.
“NO YOU MORON!! OF COURSE NOT! WHY WOULD I WANT A HICKEY!?”

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