" I Hate The Way You Smell,Mate

Because I'm Happy

"Because I'm happy come along if you feel like a room without a roof, come along if you feel like happiness is the truth "(Pharell Williams,happy)

Its been one week since I last saw James after he got admitted into the hospital, I didn't visit him because I was afraid I would've made him dead this time .

I've been in my room all that time crying about everything in my life, the fact that I won't have a mate , my moms probably dead and my father is usually depressed .

"Daze please come out ,I know your not sleeping guess who's out here ".

"Please Dad just go away I don't want anyone to see me like this ".

I got up out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face . As I got nearer to the mirror I had to stop to check if I was really looking at me or one of those zombies in Thriller .

I made a one eighty degree turn to make sure that something wasn't going to attack me and eat my brains out .

"All clear".

I washed my zombified face and walked back to my bed with my cell phone in my hand .

Just then my door opened and my best friend Zoella came from behind it with a simpathetic looking face

"Cupcake talk to me please, I can't handle seeing you like this when there's nothing I can do, please daze talk to me"

I felt when the bed sink and I felt her hand combing through my hair ,I couldnt ignore her she was after all my bestfriend

"What do you want me to say buttercup that I'm okay I'll just get over the fact that I'm mateless, that I'm going to be okay ,well I'm sorry but I'm not going to be okay I don't think I'll ever be " I said looking her straight in the eye
I didn't even realise that I was crying until a tear hit my hand

"I'm so sorry Daze I know there's nothing I can say to make you feel any better but I can help to at least cheer you up a bit ,how about we get you all dolled up ,go get some food, go shopping and plan a sleepover" zoella said with a huge grin on her face

"Fine"

"Yay!"

"Go shower and I'll pick out your outfit " she said
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After taking a much needed shower I wrapped myself in my hello kitty bathrobe and went back in my room to see zoella on my bed texting furiously with a happy look on her face

"Buttercup who are you texting ?" I said with curiosity lacing my voice

"Just the girls I told them to meet us at Benny's in one hour, do you think you'll be ready by then?"

"Only if you help me ".

"Okay let's start with your hair and make up how do you want it ".

"I don't know maybe a heart braid at the back "

"Okay now hold still "

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After about fifteen minutes of pulling and tugging my hair was finally finished

I stepped in front of the mirror added a bit of lip gloss some mascara and took up the outfit I saw on my bed I wiggled in the pink and purple shorts that I saw and slipped on the black spaghetti strapped crop top and slipped on my favourite black wedge heels .I added some accessories took up my jacket and headed downstairs

"Bye dad love you I'm going to the mall" I said rushing out before my dad could stop me and asked how I was feeling and what not .

I started up the engine backed out of the driveway and turned up the radio to find I'll catch a grenade for you playing on my favourite station

We sung along loudly to the song until we started to get closer to Benny's. I stopped turned off the engine and hopped out of the car, I adjusted my bag strap and started walking

"Ready daze "zoella asked with a worried face

"Ready" I said in a confident tone although I was ready to run and never look back

"Okay let's go "

I opened the door and looked over to the far right to see my girls waving for me to come over

"What are you doing here ?"I heard I voice say ,I spun around to see who it was, I was sorry I did because now I couldn't stop myself from getting as far away from here as possible

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