slow dance with you m.yg° j.hs

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All junseon does is take out the trash then he leaves. It's just me and yoongi left in the orange lit classroom, he was wiping down the desks as I cleaned the chalkboard.

We just cleaned in silence. Until.

"So..." I said lightly.
He stopped but I didn't look back at him I just kept cleaning.

"Why were you at the hospital?" I asked

"..."

"C'mon you literally read my notebook."

"By accident." He replied.

"You don't read by accident. Actually how much did you read? How long were you there?"

The room fell silent again.

"All of it...I read all of it. Why can't you tell anyone you're so sick? You could die any day. And... And that'll be there last memory of you."

I scoffed. " I guess you didn't pay attention to my writing." I sat down at one of the desks. " I just want my last memory of them to be happy. It'll put a smile on my face."

"Sure a smile, but is the smile happiness?"

I stared straight at him.

"Whatever, why were you at the hospital?"

"Are you going to answer my question?" He asked.

"I asked first." I replied.

"Fine, I went for medication"

"Really what kind?" I asked.

"It's too personal." He said.

"You read the most personal things about me, I think it's fine if I knew a few things about you." He's so shy.

"Anxiety and depression, but I only take my anxiety pills." He confessed.

"Why not the depression pills?" I asked.

"I hate 'happy' pills. They make sick, but I pretend to take them for my mom's sake, she thinks I'm doing better."

"I'm not gonna ask if you are okay, it's such a bullshit question am I right?"I said in a mocking tone

Yoongi smiled and laughed a bit.

"Yeah it is."

He put down the towel and took a seat also.

"It's always like are you okay? Uhm I have to take medication and I don't value myself as a person what do you think?" He scoffed.

" I know what you mean, I even had a therapist for a while, but I made her cry." I admitted.

"Wait did you have Mrs.Hehyeong?" He asked.

"The ladies with the chipped desk and a family photo?"

"I never noticed the chipped desk but yeah the family photo. You have to admit she did try her best to help people, she had no bad intentions behind it, she was a really kind lady."

Yoongi got quiet again.

"She tried to help me..."

"Hey" I said. " Wanna finish real quick? We can continue later okay?"