He slowly opened the door and saw yn sleeping soundly. He walked towards her, tears brimming in his eyes. He sat beside her and admired her features. A tear slipped out as he traced the wounds on her face. He went closer and softly pecked her busted lip. He trailed the scratches on her cheek causing her to winch at the pain. He flinched at her sudden movements, backing away as her eyes opened slowly. As soon as she saw him she glared at him.
Yn: "Why are you touching me?"
Jungkook: "Hey b-baby"
He said smiling at her, she rolled her eyes, scoffed and closed them again
Jungkook went closer as he started to hiccup and sob. He connected their foreheads together, sniffing as he tried to hold back his cries
Jungkook: "B-baby *sniff* Im sorry *sniff* please forgive me, I know what I did *sniff* and I have learnt from it but I can't handle it anymore *sniff* I feel like I'm dying *sniff* I feel like my body isn't even mine, I can't stand straight, I can't walk without stumbling, I can't see clearly, I can't speak without my voice cracking, I can't feel anything, *sniff* I just can't *sob* I just can't without you"
Saying that he let out his cries, squeezing her hands as he begged for her forgiveness. Yn felt tears drop on her cheeks, his cries, his words were no comparison to the pain she felt. She yanked her hand away from his and pushed him away.
Yn: "What do you take me for? Do you think that seeing you cry will make this pain...this pain in my h-heart disappear?"
Her voice cracked, thinking of what he did to her
Yn: "Jeon Jungkook you really must think im stupid"
Jungkook: "N-no-"
Jungkook tried walking closer but stopped his tracks when Yn spoke again
Yn: "You know, I've been through so much pain...s-so much...I have been injured in so many parts of my body, got bullied in highschool, have been mistreated by my ex boyfriend, and was abandoned by my own friends but- but none of them compares to the pain I feel now"
Jungkook broke down, hearing her sudden confession. He fell to his knees crying as Yn diverted her gaze to the window, refusing to look at him
Yn: "You say you can't walk without stumbling, talk without your voice cracking or whatever you said but yet you were talking, laughing just fine yesterday, you say you can't walk without stumbling yet I saw you run off with her...*Sob* Jungkook I said it before and I'll say it again...maybe this is meant to be...maybe she's the one...maybe you were never meant to meet me-"
Jungkook: "NO PLEAESEE-...Please I promise, I promise I will make it up to you, Just please give me another chance"
Yn: "Jungkook this isn't something that can just be fixed overnight, you have lost my trust, my loyalty and my commitment...I am not going to be wasting my time on someone who doesn't give me there's, *sighs* but I need to thank you"
Jungkook: "W-why"
Yn: "Because if it wasn't for this I wouldn't have found myself, I have lost myself in this toxic relationship and because of this I now know myself worth, I no longer want to be a pushover just because my heart melts for you, I don't want my my feelings and emotions to control me anymore and now I know that I don't need a man or anyone to survive"
Jungkook: "Please forgive me"
Yn: "I forgive you Jungkook but...I can't forget...I just can't...lets break up"
Jungkook: "NO PLEASE PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME"
Yn: "Jeon Jungkook you are free to do whatever you want, you can go and fuck girls, get drunk at a strip club, go on dates, everything you want to do because now you are free...free from being in a realationship...we are both free"
A hint of sadness was heard in her voice
Jungkook: "Yn..."
Yn: "I think- No I know this is for the best"
3 Weeks Later
Yn was released from the hospital the day after the break up. Jungkook left the hospital that day and that was the last time Yn saw him. As for Mia, Jungkook cut all cords with her and when her parents found out about the incident they sent her to China. Yn was still trying to cope with the heartbreak, every now and then she would get nightmares causing her to be restless and she also refused to eat. Taehyung looked after her and stayed by her side the whole time.
2 Weeks Later
Taehyung: "Are you sure"
Taehyung said to Yn as they both stood in front of the airport, Yn took a deep breath before she turned to her best friend
Yn: "Im sure...I need a new start, a fresh start"
Taehyung smiled and nodded his head
Taehyung: "Your right...Now shall we"
He said gesturing his hand out for her to hold as she gladly took it
Yn: "We shall"
They both picked up their luggage and made their way inside
And at 12:50 their plane left Korean to the U.S
The End Again
"Always know your self worth, always accept yourself, understand yourself and love yourself"
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