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Y/N: If its your free period why are you even here alone? You seem rather popular.
Subaru: Im not fond with people.
Y/N: And they're definitely not fond with you either, So dont worry about it.
Subaru: Shut up!

You stood up and walked away, He started to frown so he grabbed your wrist. You smiled to yourself and imagined that you patted your own back, And eventually turned around.

Subaru: Stay here
Y/N: You want company?
Subaru: No! It seems like a bother for you to leave, Our next class is just around here anyways.
Y/N: Fine. You asked me to though
Subaru: Did not!
Y/N: Stop being stubborn all the time, No wonder not a lot of people can tolerate you.
Subaru: I bet not a lot of people talk to you either!
Y/N: Because i dont want to.
Subaru: Just shut up.

You sat beside him and sighed, When you looked towards him you saw that his uniform was a bit torn. He noticed that you were looking at it so he grabbed your chin to face him instead, It backfired when suddenly he looked away and started mumbling to himself. You raised an eyebrow, Did anything happen to him? There were too assumptions you had, Either he started to blush or hes really socially awkward or both. That combination reminds you of when you used to try to make friends, Now you dont even have friends so you stopped trying.

Subaru: Do you think vampires are real?
He asked, Your eyes started to widen.

He doesn't remember you. You thought everyone did? At least three of the sakamaki's did, But to your surprise not everyone remembered, You didnt know if this was an advantage for you but you doubt it. You cleared your throat and fixed your posture, He was looking at you weirdly.

Y/N: Maybe.
Subaru: They're monsters, They live a long life but dont deserve it.
Y/N: Some dont, Most do.
Subaru: How do you even know that?
Y/N: You can look at the world as dark as you want but someday there will be a person or people that'll make you think that the world isn't that bad, Its just the society and stereotypes people gives us and to the point that everything is seen as horrible.

He kept quiet. You sighed to yourself and rested your head against his shoulder, It caught him off guard as you expected. You were tired most of the time, People and feelings are too much energy for you. It felt like babysitting annoying children that you wish would either die or dropkick, You wanted to do both but life was never fair and people would always complain. All they do is complain about things that wont even matter to them and make a big deal out of it so people can pity them. Those were most cases. But you don't wanna think about people because all you can do is make assumptions about them, Unless you get to know them then you can actually know what they're going through. The world is complicated due to the people, Everyone is suffering so the reason of not talking bad about someone because they're going through a lot was all bullshit to you. You shrugged off the thought of feelings and preferred to keep it in even away from you, Your thoughts were distracting you that you nearly forgot Subaru was there with you. You looked at him, He was trying to act tough for some reason but it doesn't seem to bother you. When he looked back you started to smile, And continued to rest your head in his shoulder. He cleared his throat and was looking around incase someone were to caught both of you, You weren't gonna get in trouble but Subaru didnt want anyone to see this so he kept an eye.
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After a few minutes Subaru started to nudge you shoulder which made you wake up, You yawned and slowly opened your eyes. You heard the bell so you stood up and so did he, Both of you walked to class and pretended nothing happen and sat next to each other which will most likely be the usual thing now.

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