Where did you all Go?

1. Just Another Ordinary Day

Shit, I forgot this was a thing, was working on something else lmaooo-

CW: Bullying, quick downhill, karen-like sister, no trigger warnings :]

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Tommy's POV

I woke to someone violently shaking me, "wake up Tomsssssssss" I heard Tubbo whine. I groaned, "Tubbo, you do this every morning. You stare at me like a weirdo then shake me awake, do you ever get tired of it?" I groaned. "No," Tubbo shrugged and got up. "Hey wait for me Tubs!" I called. I quickly got changed and ran over to Tubbo. We started talking about something stupid like normal, I almost lost my footing and fell. "Aw fawk!" I whined. Tubbo laughed at this and we went to eat.

"Okay guys, I've been thinking about something recently, and I really want to do it, but I don't know if you'd guys be fully on board with it." Phil started. "You do whatever you want dadzaaaa- phil, phil, philza, I said Philza" I corrected. "aHheEm, You can do whatever you want Phil, I'm fully on board, you know what's best" "Never not right, never not right, big man Phil knows whatever!" Tubbo chimed in, I laughed at this. "Ayeeeee Tubbo my friend!!" I high fived him. "Well I don't mind, whatever it is dad, I'd be on board any day." Wilbur said. "Yeah sure, I don't care," Techno said, putting his bowl in the sink. "Okay, thank you guys, I'll show you what it is after school." Phil said, we all nodded and grabbed our backpacks and headed into the car.

Tubbo and I got out of the car last, I waved Phil a bye and he waved back. "Hey Tubs," I said. "Yeah?" "Have you heard of the new kids?" I asked. "Oh yeah! I can't wait to see what they're like!" Tubbo squeaked. The bell rang soon and I parted from Tubbo. My smile soon faded and I knew what was going to happen. I'm not who my family thinks I am. Outside and in front of them, I'm happy, loud, energetic Tommy. Behind the scenes however, I am bullied, I have these thoughts that tell me to do bad things, but they're kind of comforting at the same time, and after eating meals, I throw up my food the first chance I receive.

I quickly rushed to my class before I was late, I got there just in time before the bell rang and sat in my seat. After about half an hour, I raised my hand to head to the bathroom. She let me go as I was doing well in her class. I ran into the bathroom and rushed to a stall, made sure to lock it, and threw up my breakfast. It was a bit harder this time because I was rushing, I ran, and it had been almost an hour since I ate. I felt sick whenever I was near food at all, sometimes I got away with not eating by distracting everyone, then throwing my food away when they were done.

Soon I finished, I washed my face and headed out, as soon as I left the bathroom, I was pushed back into it. "Hey nerd." The first boy said. "Ew, why are you still so fat?" Another girl laughed. They were my bullies. There were usually 3 - 6 of them, unlucky I had 5 this time. Three boys, two girls, the boys were the ones that beat me up while the girls said hurtful things to me. There was Jace, the leader, Brian, his best friend, and Liam, just a friend to them. For the girls, there was Amanda, Jace's girlfriend, and Willow, the second most popular girl in the school. Brian picked me up and threw me across the bathroom. I groaned in pain, then they started beating me up, calling me names, slurs, and a lot of things the voice said.

Soon enough they got bored so they stopped, said that no one loved me, I was replaceable, if I told anyone, they'd make my life worse, and left the bathroom. I groaned in pain, slowly standing up. I had hidden some bandages prior cause I knew they'd try something like this, I bandaged myself and used some makeup to cover everything up. I always hid my scars so no one would suspect a thing, I had gotten quite good as this had gone on for a while. I did some stretches to get used to the pain and to move normally and headed back to class. I slowly crept in so the teacher didn't notice and continued on with my day.