Waste it on Me

III

Jaehyun led them to their shared dorm. He doesnt say anything , he just held Winwin's hand tightly. But he can feel the rage radiating from his body

Yuta tried to stop him , but Jaehyun gave him a look.

"stay the fuck out Nakamoto. You sonofabitch "

When they entered the dorm , they stay silent. Sicheng is still crying , Jaehyun didnt let go of his hand even though Winwin tried to pull out.

They stayed like that , his tears won't stop falling.

is it the end for both of us? should I really let him go?

"Winwinnie " - he heard Jaehyun's voice. He looked at him , Jaehyun let go of his hands but he cupped his cheeks.

"You deserve better than this."

He just stared at him . Unable to form any words. Hes tired . He just wants to fade away.

.

Yuta didnt bother to contact him. He waited and waited , he made up his mind. He will forgive him. He will act as if everything's okay.

He didnt go to class on the next few days. Jaehyun called Mr.Moon and explained the whole situation.

He didnt left his room either. Jaehyun took care of him. Even though they dont speak most of the time. Jaehyun didnt leave him , unless he have a class.

He is not crying anymore , it felt like all the tears has been poured from the past two days and no more left to cry.
But the feeling he has right now is far worse than crying.

He felt like he is dead inside. He felt emptier than ever. The only thing that keeps him sane is the hope that maybe Yuta will come around and ask for his forgiveness. And that they will be together again and what happened is just a nightmare.

Its 11:30 Pm when he received a text.

from Yuta. His heart beats faster..

lets meet , Im in front of your door right now.

Winwin stood up quickly , he checked his eyes on the mirror and put some oversized hoodie. He cant stop shaking so he put his hand inside the hoodie's pocket.

He tried to sneak out silently because Jaehyun will seriously stop him. Good thing that hes already asleep and he sleeps like an oil.

When he opened the door he was greeted by no other than Yuta.

He is wearing a black hoodie.He is more handsome than ever, but despite that appearance , he cant see the warmness anymore. He is no longer the same Yuta.

He motioned him to walk as they obviously cant talk inside the dorm.

They remain silent while walking , theres a huge gap between them, Winwin longed to hold his hand , to feel him but Yuta doesnt even look at him. Up until they arrived in the school's soccer field. The same place where Yuta promised to love him , only him .

They sat in one of the old benches beside the tree.

So near yet so far , Winwin now understood that phrase more than ever.

It felt like he's sitting with a complete stranger now. He can no longer felt the warm that Yuta always emits whenever they are together. Or maybe its because they are sitting too far away from each other.

It hurts to admit, but he knows why they are here. and its breaking his heart ,shattering him into million pieces

How can someone have such an effect on him?