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Err, hi!Part of me is still very uncomfortable, so if these sentences seem awkward, please bare with me. I'll start off with saying that I just got out of an extremely depressed state. I'm slowly fluctuating back to that state of mind but as of now I am fine. I used to cut myself for a while back there until a few months ago when my parents found out. Instead of letting me go to therapy sessions like I needed, they threatened to send me to a mental ward. So things have been tense ever sense. My mom has been taking her anger out on me recently and my dad has been supportive of everything she says. Me and my sister used to bond over the fact that our mother would verbally abuse us, but ever since I came out to her as bisexual, she has been cold towards me. So my family life is crap— I only really have online friends, and they're the best friends I could ask for— but I've started to become dependent on them to the point where I think I'm being a bother. I also recently developed a crush on one of them and I got turned down— not really a big deal, but I'm still moping around a bit— all in all, my life is basically a cluster f*ck—