part 5

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Y/N POV
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I woke up to derek still sleep right next to me i smiled and kissed his cheek causing him to wake up

D:mmm hi beautiful*in a raspy voice*
Y:hi how did u sleep?
D:amazing cause u were right there
i smiled and kissed him softly and slowly
he smiled in between the kisses

Y:okay i got to get ready
i said getting out of bed and standing up
D:are u sure u want to go to school after what had happened with mattia and stuff
he said sitting up
Y:yea ur right but i am failing a class so i have to i also have to work tonight
D:oh yea
Y:hey it's okay i will be okay im tuff
D:okay i will see u at school okay
Y:yea okay
we hugged then he left
i made the bed then grabbed my towel and took a shower after i got out wrapped the towel around my chest then looked in the mirror and removed the towel and just looked at my body thinking am i not good enough and is my body nasty and ugly i covered back up then did my hygiene and skin routine
This is the outfit i wore:

Y:okay i got to get readyi said getting out of bed and standing upD:are u sure u want to go to school after what had happened with mattia and stuffhe said sitting upY:yea ur right but i am failing a class so i have to i also have to work tonightD:...

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Then this is my hair i did:

After that i put perfume on then lipgloss then put on my shoes and walked downstairs and grabbed my house keys ad then my skate borad i skated to school and put my skate borad in that special place then i breathed in and then out then walked in al...

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After that i put perfume on then lipgloss then put on my shoes and walked downstairs and grabbed my house keys ad then my skate borad i skated to school and put my skate borad in that special place then i breathed in and then out then walked in alot of people were stairing at me but i didn't care
i walked to my locker then felt a hand on my shoulder i looked behind me and saw it as mattia

Y:what do u want i said as i rolled my eyes and turned back around to my locker
Mattia:look im sorry yes i made the video but i didn't post it i sent it to vallyk
my eyes widen
Y:ur telling me that whole time u were recording?!! why would u do that!?!
Mattia:y-yes and i did it because there is this sex list and ur bonus and i thought i would become more popular if i had sex with u
my eyes widen even more i slammed my locker and looked at him with tears in my eyes
Y:first u record me then u use me for a sex list!!
Mattia:l-look y/n im so s-
he didn't get to finish cause i slapped him harder then i did yesterday after that i just looked at him after i did that and what he did to me i didn't feel anything i was careless.....

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