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TAEHYUNG POV.

I posted new post and tear left my eye. I don't know why am I even crying. Maybe because I fell in love that much that it's hurting to not be with person whom you love.

I guess that my destiny is to not be happy and to not have anyone with whom I will spend rest of the my life.

I stood up from the bench where I was sitting for the past few hours and slowly started walking towards my house.

My phone started to ring, I looked at phone and saw Jin hyung calling me. As phone stopped I saw a lot of missing calls and messages from Jungkook, just then Jungkook again called me.

After him Jimin and Woozi called me too and then Jungkook again few times. I didn't answered to any of them.

I wanted to be alone but now I'm thinking do I really want to be alone or I want to certain someone pull me in his embrace and keep me there forever, never letting go of me.

I didn't even realized when I came to my house. I unlocked door and came inside, closing the door behind me. I walked into my room and throw myself on the bed and finally broke into tears.

I don't really know why am I crying, I know that just hurts. It hurts so bad and I don't know why.

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NEXT DAY - TAEHYUNG POV. -

I woke up and found myself lying on my bed in clothes from yesterday. I fall in sleep due to crying. Ughh, I stood up and left in the bathroom.

I'm looking so bad, my eyes are red and puffy due all of crying yesterday. I did my morning routine and put other clothes on myself.

After breakfast I picked my things and left to my work. I didn't wanted to go on front door so I left on the back door and quietly came inside of the coffee shop.

I sighed as nobody was there. I heard Jin hyung talking with Jimin and Woozi but there are some other voices too. Probably their lovers.

I sighed then placed my things in my locker and prepared myself for work. After that I left to meet my hyungs.

As I came there I was expecting them to be happy but they was sad and talking with sad tone, still not seeing me.

G-good morning. - I said.

They all looked at me and I saw that someone is missing what made my heart ache even more.

Tae! - They said as I only smiled at them a little but that smile fastly dissapeared.

Suddenly 2 strong arms was wrapped around my waist from behind, hugging me tightly, head on my shoulder.

Kookie...

K-Kookie ---- - I started but was cutted off.

I was so worried about you, you know. I was calling you and messaging you but you didn't answered to me. Why?? - He said with his broken voice.

Tae you two go in the kitchen and talk there. - Jin hyung said and I nodded then we left in the kitchen.

As we came in the kitchen silent is only thing that you can hear.

Kookie... - I again started but he cutted me off one more time.

Why??? I was really so worried. I thought that something happened to you. - He said then again hugged me from the back.

What did I do?? I hurted him. Fuck you Taehyung. - I thought.

I released his grip on me then turned around to face him. He looked at me, his eyes was red and puffy as mine.