Emotion

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        Everyone had gone off, doing their own thing, leaving you and Shigaraki in the living room.

You were scrolling through your phone while he was drifting in and out of sleep leaning on your shoulder.

He was asleep and you remembered something about the attack the night before.

'He seemed to have held that emotion in for a long time.. I wonder how much more he could be hiding....'

You got an idea that could help him with that, that used to help you a lot. 

When you were younger you would always go to one of your friend's houses and train with her when you had too much emotions bottled up, and it helped tremendously, so you thought it might help him.

You lightly put your hand on his shoulder, shaking him a bit.

"Hey.." You whispered in a calm tone.

"hm?" He groans, his voice deeper, only fluttering his eyes open a bit before closing them once again.

" I have an idea for something we could do today. To help you deal with all of the shit that's been going on."

"What is it?" He says in the same tone as before, but not opening his eyes again.

A few seconds later you feel his hand slide on top of yours, you look down and wrap your pinky around his.

"Training and fighting used to help me because you can let it out in hits, so I was thinking we could try that, it used to help a lot."

You feel his pinky wrap tighter around yours.

"Like fight each other?" He whispers

"Yeah?" You say, a bit confused, looking down at him.

He looks up at you, his crimson eyes meeting your e/c ones.

"I don't want to accidentally hurt you though? Or use my quirk." He muttered.

You chuckled a bit before smiling at him.

" You wont, and if you did it'd be by accident so it would be fine. And its for you to let out your emotions, if anything I'd be glad if you did, because that means your doing it." You replied.

"Ok then, lets do it."

"Alrighty then."

You smile as you stand up with Shigaraki, you notice he looks a bit nervous, and you know why.

"I'll be right back." You said before jogging down the hall to your room.

"Where are they-? Aha!" You whisper to yourself before taking a pair of your old leather gloves and going over to your nightstand and grab the pair of scissors from the drawer and cut the gloves so only the pinky and ring finger parts remain, you quickly smile down at the gloves before walking back to the living room.

Once you get back you see Shigaraki back on the couch.

'Asleep again.... cute'

You walk over and gently shake his shoulder once again and he stands up.

"Where did you go?" He asks, looking down at your hand.

You pick your hand and give him the gloves.

His eyes widen as he takes the gloves and puts them on, and you see him smile down at them. You were zoned out for a moment until you were pulled back to reality by two arms suddenly wrapping around you.

"Handy? What's this for?" You chuckle

"Thank you.." He whispers, his head snuggled into the crook of your neck.

You smile and wrap your arms around him, moving your thumbs in small circles on his back.

"No problem handy.." You whisper.

"I love you.." He whispers, as he says this you feel his arms tighten around you.

"I love you too.."

You both stand there in silence for a moment.

"Ready to go train now?" You ask.

"Mhm." You hear him mumble before pulling away from the hug.

"Lets go then." You smile as you both walk out of the back door.

It was a nice, sunny day, perfect for training. You both stand a few feet across from each other.

"Alright, you come at me and hit me as much and as hard as you want, whatever will get those emotions out do it, ok?" You say as you get into a fighting position, and Shigaraki does the same and copies you.

"And I'll block best I can, and just remember, its ok to hurt me, just let it out ok?" You say, your expression softer and you look at him.

"Alright." He nods.

You nod and tell him to start. At first he hesitates but after a moment he starts coming at you, throwing punches and kicks left and right. You block most of them but a few hit your jaw and side. This continues for a minutes and a half before he stops and steps back, out of breath, and you could see almost every emotion in his eyes and face. After he catches his breath he looks at you  and you smile at him, your lip bleeding a bit and a few bruises on your cheeks and side, but only the ones on your face were visible. You can see worry spread across his features but you quickly walk up to him and place your hand on his forearm.

"I said you could hurt me, don't get all worried." You smile at him and he hugs you again.

"did it help?" You ask as you stroke your fingers through his hair.

You feel him nod and you nod as well.

"Good..." You whisper before planting a small kiss on the top of his head.

You stay like that for a few seconds before you hear him sniff as if he was crying.

You tilt his head up so he was looking at you.

"Hey.. " You whisper as you wipe his tears with your thumb.

"You're ok, it'll get better..." You smile at him and placed your forehead on his and whisper.

"I promise."

You both sit in silence for a couple of seconds before you feel his lips against yours, you're surprised at first but quickly melt into his touch. After a few seconds he pulls away.

--Later That Night-- 

Everyone's scattered around the living room. Toga sitting at the bar chatting with Kurogiri who's cleaning dishes and organizing like always, Compress who is leaning on the far corner of the wall, leaning on his cane and his hat over his face, Dabi who is sitting in front of the couch, leaning back onto it chatting with twice, Twice is sitting next to Dabi, And Shigaraki is sitting next you on his phone, and your sitting with your right arm on the armrest of the couch, your phone in your left hand, and your legs are crossed with your left ankle on top of your right knee.

"So where did you and shiggy disappear to today?? No one saw either of you today except for this morning." Toga asks, her usual psychotic tone.

You look up at her for a second before going back on your phone, Shigaraki not even moving a muscle.

"Yeah, where did you two weirdos go?" Dabi asked, trying to piss you off.

"Why do y'all nosey asses even want to know??" You ask, a slight edge to your voice.

"We just wanna know." Toga responds.

"We were training." Shigaraki said, looking at everyone, then at you, then back to his phone.

"Oooo fun!" Toga squeals

'How is she so happy about everything??'  You thought, looking up at her for a second.

Everyone continues to talk, you and Shigaraki talking a few times, but other than that just scrolled through your phones. And soon enough everyone went to bed. Starting with Kurogiri, Then Compress, Then you, Then Shigaraki, Then Twice and Toga, Then lastly Dabi.

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