PART ONE
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"yurin"
"?Yurin"
"!!!!!!!!!!!YURIN"
"what the- *sigh* Damn Sara u scared the shit out of me"
"U WERE OUT OF THIS WORLD , NOT MY FAULT?"
"What do u want anyway ?
Girl why the fuck u're always putting ur ass on this shair while playing video games nonstop,' look at urself , useless piece of shit that didn't ever have a bf or create a normal conversation with a boy, get a life dude"
"Well what's ur problem ? Bitch m happy with my life "
"I saw u crying yesterday saying that *u hate urself "
" Well I have a reas- wait r u a stalker ?"
"'STFU and listen to me , watching yaoi all day long, playing video games and drawing some imaginary handsome boyfriend can't change anything, u're making everything worse... Do something! Dress like girls and burn that weird hoodies u have, do makeup , be girly and stop laughing like a slut that's gross tbh , join school parties.. talk to boys and create some new friends , that's what teenagers do"
"WHAT? M not doing that EW"
" Yurin m rlly trying to help here , and give u some advices , that what best friends do right ?"
" Put ur advices in ur asshole I don't need it"
"*Sight* whatever, die bitch* "
Yurin POV
HHEHE do makeup nenene dress like girls , fuck it I hate that bullshit
I want to be me , JUST ME ... Well tbh that's right I hate myself , my life .. and to make it clear : my whole existence
It's been so hard to live in this community, especially to a girl like me , who always get bullied
because she doesn't care about her face, hair or whatever she even looks like.Who hate talking to boys because she think that they are ridiculous
For always being horny ,liars, silly
...And a lot of shitty reasons
! all people hate me , they think that m a weirdo , psychopathic... And disgusting
Well I seem like I don't give a damn fuck but in reality , that shit hurts a lot... Despite what I look like, deep down m a sensitive person and u can call me a crying baby ,
And that's why I love being all alone, no socializing , no communication, no fake ass people
Just gaming, just anime , just drawing
This is my own world and I love it, I know it's all created by my imaginary brain (big brain moment) but even if it's fake
It's making me more than a happy person
?Teenagers smoke weed, but me
YOU ARE READING
My imaginary bf
Fantasy"...but u're just an imaginary character i made in my head right? taehyung" "~that's true, but u invited me here... in ur world yurin" . . .
