I've missed you|Soukoku|

1. This Feeling

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Disclaimer:
The pics used isn't mine. Credits to the Artists.
Akutagawa and Atsushi is together here. Also Aku is now working in the ADA.

Sorry for the errors? This was actually rushed.
Enjoy:'DD

At a mini bar.
Chuuya POV:
Nothing is more refreshing that this. It helps me clear my mind..

"Can I get a-" as the other man in black cloth ordered. "Akutagawa! Why are you here?"
as the confused red head asked.
"Chuuya-san-" as Akutagawa also cleared his throat. The silent atmosphere continued for a while.

When the red head finally spoke. "So, how are you and uh Atsushi doing? It's been a while.."
"Life in ada is actually very nice." "Especially with my Atushi." As the flustered Akutagawa muttered.
"Oh~ good for you, you found your light, as same as Kyoko and.." "that idiot" as he thinked and smiled.
"You can also change Chuuya-san.."
"Huh?" His eyes was whidened when he heared those words.
"Atsushi told that to me..everyone can change and find your light."
"Actually I'm not that interested as long as.." "Dazai." he muttered. As he sipped another bottle of wine.
The confused Akutagawa asked "What was it?" "Oh, nothing look at you so inlove~" as he took another sip.
Akutagawa tried to hide his flustered face and clear his throat.
The silent atmosphere continued once again. It was interrupted, by Akutagawa "Ahh..I have to go now." See you around Chuuya-san."
"See you, huh?.."

"I feel dizzy again.." as the red head muttered.
That's what I get for drinking too much.
As he thinked from the previous events, what his junior just told him earlier.
Change huh? Well I want to still follow Mori and I also want to see the light
Tsk. what am I afraid? Besides I'm still-
"That Dimwit Dazai!" as he screamed through the top of his lungs at his apartment
all alone..yes..I'm alone again.
Tears suddenly flow down through his fragile little face. "What am I crying for?.."
Don't I hate him?..

"This feeling..It's this feeling again!" as he collapsed and punched the wall to release his anger.
Everytime I think, remember or see that brat. My mind is messed up, I experience short breathing, my heart is beating very fast and not to mention as blood run through my cheeks. I was blushing-
I- "Dammit! It's his fault!" as he screamed again at his lonely apartment.

Next Morning.
"Elise-chan~"
"Boss, you called for me?" As the red head asked to his boss.
The mafia boss tried to clear his throat."yes, I have something to tell to you."
"what's wrong?" "What?.." as the confused red head asked.  "You seem very exhausted, how does a break sound?"
"but boss- I'm perfectly fine!" as Chuuya debated.
Chuuya POV:
Huh?..I feel numb again, It seems I always do overwork, it's like I didn't care anymore..
He collapsed.

"Where am I?"
I remember collapsing..he mumbled.
He looked around the room to see where he was and spotted someone
"Anee-san!"
"You should take a break Chuuya, You seem to have caught a fever" as Koyou said
"Take care, okay?" "I'm really worried." Chuuya seem to have troubled someone and he simply replied.
"Alright, anee-san."

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Sorry this was quite short ig. I was doing this while in class Lmao