I've missed you|Soukoku|

Encounter

A week has passed..
"One more week, huh?" as the red head mumbled.

He was sitting there in the park. He was still tired, despite he already had a one week break. He sat there looking at the clear sky. He then eventually got bored.

I'll go grab my self some cigarette..He thought.
He then sat down at the bench near by. As he opened the box of cigarette, and light up a lighter. Smoke come out of his mouth. As he see people walk by, with joy. There we're three people at the next table. "Tsk. It's too damn loud." he whispered. He took his hat and hid his face with it.
Chuuya POV:
It's dark..Maybe I should take a nap.

He ended up sleeping there at the bench.

"Dazai-san!" as someone screamed his name. It was from that other group table, that was too loud.
Cuuya hated it. Despite he still feels numb and he was sleeping. It was like his dream, he always had a dream about "him". He suddenly woke up.
He saw Dazai, with his ADA friends.
"That dimwit Dazai" as he whispered..
He freezed.
Chuuya POV:
It's this feeling again. Everytime I see Dazai or think about him, I feel numb, my heart was beating so fast, and other stuff.
I was scared to admit this, what ever these feeling are.

He took up all his courage "Daza-" He looked around and panicked. But he was not there anymore.
It's like leaving him again, from the port mafia. The incident. He always hated this feeling, being alone..
He just wanted to break down. For some reason he wants to be with Dazai but he can't.
He keeps chasing after him.
He wants him, even though he might not.

When he went back to his house house, he wanted to break down to be disturbed again.
He received a call.
It was from his Anee-san "Anee-san.." "Are you okay? You haven't answered my calls..I was woried" Kouyou replied. "Ohh.." said the red head while he whipes his tears.
He was to busy thinking about "him" that he didn't notice he was in a call.
"Sorry, anee-san.." The worried Kouyou replied "You seem to be very exhausted..What happend? Tell me the truth Chuuya, I'm really worried."
Chuuya tried to explain his feelings as hard as he can, his true feeling towards Dazai. He also trusted Anee-san, because she will understand. She was always there for him, like his mother.

Kouyou didn't seem to be that suprised, since it was quite obvious. "Chuuya.." He whiped his tears  once again and asked "what is it anee-san? Is it weird? What's wrong with me?" As he kept asking.
Kouyou didn't have a choice, she has to make him realize and solve this. Just between Chuuya and Dazai.
"This might be sudden, but please don't worry Chuuya.."

"You..like him don't you?"

Chuuya's eyes widen in surprise. "WITH HIM?! YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDD-" as the red head debated. "Chuuya..calm down" "Chuuya..?" as the worried Kouyou asked again.
He was confused but it made sense. It made sense, the feeling he always had. The fact that he realized he was missing something important, perhaps something to fix him..He knew it was "Him".
All that Kouya heard was a crying Chuuya.
"Sorry anee-san.."
Chuuya ended the call. He wanted space. For him to think. He kept crying from the taught, Dazai might not  feel the same.

"Tch. Why do I keep crying?.."
As he cried himself to sleep.