Mark pov :
He is angry and what if he say 'yes' about us becoming stranger in his angry mood . Ohhh... god What did I just did. why didn't I think before speak . If he say 'yes'....then what I am going to do ..... my heart not that much stronger right now.....to handle answer as ''yes''
As vee speak I came back to reality from my own thought .
" Don't try to change topic first I ask question who is that person ...." Vee asked in anger.
That what I am also want to ask him . Don't change topic ....what we are ?? What am I to him .
But I can't speak this words out because of my own fear of losing him as even what relations we have ( unnamed relation ) which don't have any name .
Inside I feel grateful to that he changed topic. I know I need answers of this question sooner or later but right now I am not ready my heart is not ready for any answer .
So I asked him.
" why you are this angry ....you are angry about that I am with that person or you are angry about I introduce you as just senior "
I am curious why he is this angry. Affcorse I remember my brain try to highlight about the topic I am trying to avoid.... fact of our relation.. . should I feel relieve that he did not say yes about becoming stranger or sad about not clearing about relation . I don't know I am tired of this this whole mess .... first I need to clear about my own feelings which I am trying to deny for long time.
This whole mess Start 2 month ago when one call come to in my phone if I didn't answer that call or not make deal after that ....I never involved in this toxic relations which don't have any name..... I am tired .....but still I don't understand why I don't regret to involve with him ......why I can't hate this deal .... this unnamed relation ......why.
When I am in my own thought and waiting for his answer his phone rang which put foolstop in our further conversation .
" I need to pick up this ..... let's talk continue later "
And he leave to pick up call .
Again he leave like.... every other time.... leaving me in this..... unclear , unnamed, unaswer talk .
If I didn't answer that phone call 2 month ago, if I didn't sign that deal 2 month ago, If I didn't involve in this unnamed relation 2 month ago.......
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15/5/2021 2:55pm
- Gmelina Arborea
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Agony-Analgesic ( FF - En of Love , Yinwar or Veemark)
FanfictionEvery day, every hour, every minute, every second only thing I am telling myself is don't fall for him.... don't. He is belong to someone else he is with someone else. I am tired of telling this thing to myself but now I think I need to accept fact...
