Agony-Analgesic ( FF - En of Love , Yinwar or Veemark)

chapter 14 : Time for healing

All human have their own personal space where they Don't late even their loved ones take look  inside easyly not even friend and family . Not because they don't trust you , sometimes because of past experience , scare of heart break , betrayal , or just own mind conflict . They need proper time to open up and heal , until that time only we can do is respect their privacy , wait for them to open up by themselves .

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My sleep break as my phone continuesly ringing  ..... Who is disturbing my sleep this early !!!.....I see name on phone ....p'vee .....

What happened with this guy I already signed contract . Now what happened that he is disturbing my sleep this early !!? .

I don't have other options than picked up phone because it's already disturb my presious sleep.

' open the door ' he demand

'what!!!!!? why ?? ' my eyes again trying to close when I am waiting for his answer.

' so I can  come inside your home '

' what are you doing near my home  ? '

now I think my sleep mode gone as I hear his answer .

' First can you open door because I am standing here for 45 minutes so I am exhausted'

' Ok .... wait I come to there '

I try to stand up and take cruch in one hand.

' No wait.....mark....,  Don't come'

' What now !!' I don't understand what he is thinking.

' You don't need to put unnecessary stress on ankle just tell me password I come inside by my own shelf '

What !!!! stress on ankle it just to walk some foot distance from my room to door..... he sounds like I break my leg completely.

' To open door it not going kill me p'.....so wait until I come there from my room '

I went to open door for him by walking  with cruches . He come inside like this is his house with some beg in his both hand . And go directly to kitchen ignoring me .

Before I say anything he asked me from kitchen. I try to sit on chair after putting cruch near  dining table.

' Who take 45 minutes to pick up call ? '

' I am . Because I sleep late night ' I don't know why I need to give him this explaination 

' Why ??  what are you doing late night alone !!! ? ' he is trying teasing me .

How can I say him because of my nightmare sometimes I can't sleep untill midnight.

' Nothing , what about you why are you here this early morning in my kitchen'

' To eat breakfast '

' Are you crazy !!!!!? Don't tell me you disturb my sleep for just to eat breakfast
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If he really just disturb my sleep for breakfast I  will not leave him today without any harm in his body.

' Not only for breakfast but also take you to university '

' what does that mean can explain p' so I can understand because if  you don't have proper reason for this , it will not good because you ruin my presious sleep '

' you don't need to go with driver or your friends I will give ride to university everyday and eat breakfast together here  '

' why ? '

Why he suddenly need to give ride and eat breakfast here....not only today but every day. I remember we signed contract that he going help me to recover fast and protect from another injury and I will help perl for him.

But in contact there is not any explanation about this .

' what do you mean by Why !!! Don't you remember we signed contract . Affcorse there is not written that I need to give lift to university and breakfast ' he come outside kitchen with two bowl in his hand and put on dining table as he continued

' But if you eat properly you heal fast and If I give lift so I can make assure that you don't get new injury that why it indirectly of what written in contact '

' That not means p' you can invese in my privacy whenever you want..... you also told me that we not going interfere with our personal life '

I want make clear because I don't like when someone interfere with my privacy .... actually no one like that other  interfere their privacy and also want clearity about contact .

' This is not about our personal life. Anything related to your health also related with our contact so I need make sure your health is fine until you help me  '

I know he want make sure because he need my help but I think this is much to give lift everyday and breakfast . I don't mind he do this but  what if it becomes habbit to me . And after contract ends it will difficult.

It not easy to move on from old  habits I know because I am still not used to without mother care , her food , her touch , her scoldings and nagging for every small things .

And if I add another person habit in my life .... When he leave I don't think I able to handle myself again from that same pain . Which I am still hiding deep inside my heart .

' Mark what are you thinking .....did you hear what I said '

' yes p'vee I hear , don't worry too much I told you I will help even if I get another injury ..... So you don't need do this kind of thing .....I can manage this much '

' ok if you don't want breakfast every day I understand .... But about giving lift to university it better I take you than your driver and that final '

' But p' .... Before I say anything someone call him so he go outside to talk ,  giving signed with his hand to me for eat breakfast ....

I noticed when I am his home last time someone called him same time. It feel like that person is close to him .

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8:50pm  10/09/2021