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The bitch - Anthony Mackie - Part 4

Teehee I have this all planned out in the dream I had last night, kind of sadness but not really bad at all In not that good of a writer lol. Ok I'm not at 430 or so words and I am pretty sad no Biggie though because I'm sensitive

A/N - agents name
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You go upstairs and walk to your room , you don't sit on the bed where he is as your looking in your closet for pyjamas not thinking it's serious at all.

'What's up hunny?' You say as you tilt your head slightly to the right and close the closet door behind you.

'You might want to sit down for this...' He says in a serious tone.

'Alright.' You say with a small chuckle. You still think it's all jokes so you plop yourself down on the bed with your pyjamas in one hand and his hand in the other. With a small smile on your face.

'We need to take a break.' He says all of a sudden after a couple second of silence.

'What...' You say in a hushed whisper

'We need to take a bre-

'No. I heard you just said but I'm just confused, we don't argue, hit or do any of that abusive stuff...is it me? Oh no do I look ugly? Do I need surgery? What has happened to me? Do I need to change anything?' You say rambling trying to get a reason out of him so he doesn't have to leave you. 'Please...Anthony , come on' You say while a single tear falls down ur cheek onto your leg.

'Darling, no it's not about anything about you on the outside your perfect don't let anyone tell you different alright, I just feel you don't trust me enough.' He says , your hands still together and his thumb rubbing the back of your hand gently.

'But- But I do trust you, more than anything in the world.' You say trying to cling on to every last thread of your relationship, because you know, that's what's keeping you alive, obviously you don't tell him that because then he will stay with you for pity not because he loves you.

'Tell me your problems then, tell me what your worried about then.' He says. You hesitate. And as soon as you do, you know you have fucked up. You start to cry, 'I'm sorry Anthony. I will work on my trust issues, I swear,I promise, just...uhm wait for me...?' You say sniffling but smiling just a small bit fiddling with your fingers with your hands.

'k.' He says smiling a bit too, 'I'm going to pack my stuff, so I guess this is goodbye for a while...'

'Goodbye for a while,  Mackie.'

'Goodbye for a while, Y/N Y/M Y/L.'

'Wait...where will you sleep?

'Don't worry, I have it sorted out.'

'Oh uhm..ok, wait--' You try and ask him every single question so you stay in his presence just for one moment longer. By the time you though about this, he dropped his suitcase and was walking towards you, you first though he was going to hit you like your abusive par- (oops that's a spoiler teehee). But no, for the last time in a while he gave you...

A hug.

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Its been a week.

A week since your only joy in life has gone, and it only went down hill from there. You have deleted all social media because the hate was getting to much to handle as well as wallowing in your own self pity. Your not as enthusiastic when you go to work anymore. You still speak to Tom like nothing has gone wrong, oh yeah , noone knows you broke up, when you haven't told anyone, your not sure whether he has told anyone, you haven't spoke to him since. And the paparazzi and newspaper articles on the web have been getting suspicious as your getting thinner, but wearing baggy clothes and about your relationship status since you haven't been in touch with Mackie at all. You have been feeling really down lately so you are going into your agents office to ask if you can have some mental health days off.

That ended alright at least.

Flashback:
You knocked lightly on the door hoping that she's in the office , she wasn't very nice but she was fair, so you'd think that she would give you these days and not ask for a reason on why you need them.
"Come in." You hear, breaking you from your thoughts. You open the door and step into the office, very minimalistic but very detailed if you know what I mean, and close the door behind you. You sit yourself down on one of the chairs, probably saying in your mind every possible way you can say the question.

"Y/N what do you want, I'm busy?" She asks very impatiently. Since you didn't want to waste her time, you went straight to the point.

"I know I'm Filming these couple weeks but can I take the rest of the week off?" You say with a hopeful breathe
"No."
"What?"
"I said no, are you deaf!"
"But I need them A/N! I'm in such a much mental state right now." You say trying to please your case "Maybe even like 2 days off if that's ok?"

"Maximum 2 days and that's final , now get out of my office, your not my only client you know." She says rushing you out.

"Oh my gosh thank you so much for this! I'll try really heard after the 2 days!" You say before she basically pushes you out of her office.
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And that was it.