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I try to forget
But it won't go
It's always here
and leaves so slow
Don't talk to me
'Cause I don't know
How to love and how
To let go
It's how... you were...
Happy... it hurts...
I'm sad that I can't be happy for you...
'Cause I... was there...
But in your hearts nowhere...
To be found... in the smiles of you two...
We're good we're good we're good... But it won't fade away
I scream please leave just as you should... but all is in vain
It's good I know it's good... but it's tattooed in my brain
and its poison in my blood... just like a flood after the rain
So I cry again after every time
Even though I've forgiven you...
My heart hurts but it's alright
And don't ask because I'm good.
Lara Houssami
11-14-2019
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Nephophilia
Poetry'Nephophilia' is the love for clouds. Clouds may seem ordinary for some people, but they aren't ordinary at all for me, and it is obvious for most of my poems have mentions of clouds in them.
