I woke up by ni hitting me " girl wake up , mouse texted he on his way " she says I jump up and get in the shower and ni already picked me out a cute outfit I just did my hair and put on my pink black skirt and my "girls just wanna have fun" shirt with my curly hair and lace up sandals than he rings the doorbell I grab all the stuff he ever gave me and went to open the door with ni and Dana's assistance " what's going on " he asked looking stupid " don't look stupid mouse just here's your stuff you can give all this to your new girlfriend and your car too " " no , what is you talking about " " Kayla the waitress I guess she is what you want " " no you what I want , I don't want her " " than tell me the truth " I say getting loud " yeah , I was with her yesterday but only cause she said she wanted to talk and then she basically raped me while I was sleep " " how do you get raped , you a man or I thought you was " " I'm sorry but I was in the studio and I had got off too many drugs and mari nem said I was knocked out like wasn't moving at all and when I woke up she was on top of me I pushed her off soon as I woke up " " ok , what does that prove other than you STUPID " " I don't know but I would never cheat on purpose so it was a accident " " yeah I was not even conscious " " mouse whatever here's your car keys " " I don't want em I got that for you its in your name even if you never talk to me again I want you to have it all " " why me its a lot of females in the world I told you everything you was like my everything and you did this to me " " I don't know , I didn't mean too " I wipe my tears " show me how much I mean to you and you better hurry before its to late " I say closing the door " what that mean " ni asks " I still love him and if he really love me he know what that mean " " but what does it mean " " he said it was love at first sight , but where did we really fall in love two months after we met when we went to the memorial day parade I just want him to remind me of that and if he doesn't he doesn't really love me " I say " awwwww " Dana says " girl whatever " I say checking my phone " trav texted me and y'all ain't say nothing " they just stand there silent
Text convo
Hey baby girl
Hey my bad I was sleep when you texted
I understand , you good ?
Yeah , he just left but I'm single for now
Aw , I'm sorry
Don't be its not your fault
I know just condolences
I understand
what you doing
Nothing about to go outside
Link up
Ok , ima call you .
Alright babygirl
I didn't even know I was smiling the whole time "unhuh who you texting smiling like that " ni asks " girl , trav " "ohhh wee " Dana says " shutup " I say smiling " what we doing today " Dana asks "I just wanna get high and forget everything " I say laying back on ni lap " alright , let's get a little moscato going around cheese trays soak in the sun " Dana says " bitch we ain't white , we gone hey some patron and drink like niggas aria need it " ni says I stand up " let's go " I say walking to the door " aye he left this box here " ni says " you can put it in by the door " I say getting in the car " I thought you would give the car back " Dana says " yeah I was but I would be stupid if I did " I said pulling down my shades and pulling out " I know that's right " ni says Dana laughs when I pull onto the sidewalk of the store I text trav and ask where he at he replies the address I tell him here we come I get out the car and walk into the store and get the drink and Swishers and me a juice as I get back in the car and put my seatbelt on Dana taps me " where we going "she asks " oh , meet trav " " ohh , so y'all meeting up too , okay okay " ni says causing me to laugh I ask ni to give me the address again before I pull of the e-way than I pull up and trav and everybody are outside so I walk out as he walks toward the car and gives him a hug " hey " "hey babygirl "" I definitely like you saying that in person " I say cause him to smile/blush "so , they getting out or what the hell " I motion for them to get out than they get out with the stuff " I got some drinks and Swishers cause I really need it " I say looking at the ground "stop looking at the ground beautiful " ni says " yeah ,beautiful" trav says I blush " ok ok , let's get high and drunk a hour and a half passes by and me and trav are just sitting on the porch talking " yes , he so bad I kinda wanted him to do a photoshoot I had all different clothes and he picked up the sailor boy outfit and said fuck that " I say laughing with trav " hell nah " "yeah , my baby " " so earlier you said you single how you feel about that ?" " I don't really know its weird cause I'm pretty much use to just him and only him not being with him is hard " " you said him a lot that means something " " what does it mean Dr Phil " I laugh " I ain't no Dr. Phil but not saying a persons name is a first stage of sometimes hate and or forgetting " " I don't wanna hate him just forget him " " I can help you with that " trav says smiling " fr , trav " " I am for real " he says I just sit and think while drinking my juice " I would like that " I say looking towards him he smiles and drinks his drink " so am I interrupting something ? I hope I am " Ni says sitting on my lap " yeah you are " Trav says " frfr , OK OK " Ni says standing up giving me the blunt " girl , shut up " Dana says walking up " y'all know herb just got into it w/ mouse " ceno says " No , For what " I say grabbing my phone calling herb " over you " " hello " herb says " what's going on Ku " I ask " man , shorty been posting pics of him partying and of him and his guys like you ain't never exist than this lil bitch making posts about you I couldn't let that shit slide sis " herb says " merch ? Iight its cool the mans been texting my phone all day saying he love me so and so but he letting his side pieces act up " I say walking in a circle " I was telling you these niggas fu sis , I gotchu tho you already know sis " " iight bro , Ima call you back " I say hanging up with herb " what's up sis " Ni asks " mfs using instagram as a playground , let me play tag too than " I say than Ni laughs and everybody pulls out they iPhones
