𝙰𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚢
(uh-mare-us)i felt somebody shaking me causing me to wake up .
i see my boyfriend , zelly saying something .
he kissed my cheek and left .
i scratch my head as i reached over and got my hearing aids .
i put them in my ears and heard the door slam .
i grabbed my phone and text zelly .
where did you go ?
zelly 🥰 i already told you.
i didnt have my hearing aids in.
zelly 🥰 well im out.
where ?
hello ?
zelly ?
answer me.i threw my phone on the floor and cried in my hands .
i hate this for myself .
he always leaves me .❤️
(time skip)"hey momma" i said giving my mom a hug .
"hey bearbear , how are you doing ?" she said smiling .
"good and you ?" i said .
"im doing good baby but , go ahead and get you a plate of food and enjoy yourself" she said .
"okay" i said going outside seeing a bunch of people .
i went over to the food and grabbed a plate and started dishing out my food .
i sat down and ate my food before i heard my phone ringing .
i got my phone and see zelly tryna call me .
"hello" i said .
"so now you can hear me ?" zelly said laughing .
"that shit not funny" i said .
"im sorry , where you at ?" he said .
"at a cookout , we was supposed to come together but you left me" i said .
"like every other time" i said lowly .
"yeah , im doing something baby" he said .
"you know i come back to you and only you"
"yeah i know" i said smirking .
"when you coming back ?"
"later tonight why ?" he said .
"i wanna do something for you" i said .
"that will be nice baby but im already doing something" he said .
"yeah sis he gonna call you back" a girl said before hanging up .
i got up and walked to the bathroom .
"you okay baby ?" my momma said .
i ran to the bathroom and locked the door and cried .
he doing all this shit again .
doing this shit all over again .
why cant he just be for me and only me ?i heard a few knocks before hearing "uhm.. you okay ?" .
"im fine" i said .
"you sure ?"
"yes" i said wiping my face .
i opened the door and see a boy .
"i know this is awkward but your mom said check on you" he said .
"oh , thanks" i said then walking away .
that was weird but nice .