𝙰𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚢
"why were you even with another nigga" zelly said .
"are you serious ? you called me while you with another girl" i said .
"i was taking care of some business so we can eat" he said .
"bullshit , you always leave me and lie about where you going and what your doing" i said .
"you didnt tell me who you was with or what you was doing either" he said .
"cause i knew you wouldn't care or you would joke about my ear aids" i said .
"whatever man , im done with this shit" he said walking out the room .
"you gonna leave me again to go fuck on another bitch ?" i said .
"shut the fuck up with that dumb shit" he said .
"you shut the fuck up and no i didnt have sex with anyone , i was at a photoshoot asshole" i yelled before i heard the door slam .
i felt my eyes getting watery .
im just tired with all the fighting , all the aruging and everything .
i went to the bathroom and grabbed a razor blade .
i sat down leaning on my bathtub and put the blade to my wrist .
i started to deepen the blade into my wrist before my phone started ringing .
i look to my right and see samere calling me .
i put the blade down and picked my phone up .
i sniffled before answering .
"hello now is not a good time" i said .
"hey uhm , you still on for the shoot or no ? but if its not a good time i understand , i'll call you tomorrow" he said .
"okay" i said before hanging up .
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"come on amaris , come to a party with me" misty said .
"you cant sit here and sob over a aint shit nigga"
"ion feel like going misty" i said .
"its gonna make you feel better" she said .
"i dont wanna feel better" i said .
"amaris you acting like them bitches in netflix tv shows , come on and come with me" she said .
"i'll get you some ice cream"
"okay im up" i said .
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"Don't ever fuckin' play with me"
"Y'all niggas know, y'all bitches know I'm the fucking queen"
"i regret going now" i said .
"amaris we just got here" she said .
"you know i got social anxiety" i said .
(same sis)
"we dont have to talk to nobody just have fun" she said .
"come on lets take some shots"
i followed her as she walked to the booth .
i grabbed the shot glass and took the shot .
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"wassup" this dude said walking up to me .
misty went to the bathroom .
"h- hi" i said .
"whats your name ?" he said .
"amaris" i said .
"yours ?"
"bobby" he said smiling .
"you wanna dance ?"
"sure" i said .
"And I'm that same young nigga, know I won't change for nothin'"
he put his hands around my waist .
"You know they hate to see you shinin' when you came from nothin'"
he slowly moved his hands to my ass making me try to get out of his grip .
"Might drop a bag on some diamonds, bitch, come take it from me"
"just chill" he said squeezing my titty .
"I got some shooters, bust that drake until it stop spittin'"
"get the fuck off of me" i said .
"Only the strong survive, that's why some of the opps dead"
i felt someone grab me and i turn around and see zelly .
"Told my brother I won't be satisfied until they knock me"
"watch yo fucking hands on my bitch" zelly yelled .
"Another day, another homicide, that's how I be feelin'"
"you got it zell" bobby said laughing .
"why the fuck you even out here ?" he said as we walked to his car .
"cause j wanted to get out the house" i said .
"amaris what the fuck is wrong with you like seriously , you got fucking problems" he said .
"well if i got problems , this how you made me" i said .
"you made me have fucking problems zelly"
"fuck all that shit , get in the fucking car" he said .
"no" i yelled .
"im tired of this shit"
"im tired of you , zelly"
"walk i dont give a fuck" he said getting in the car driving off .
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i waited at the stop sign and look to my left and see samere .
"get in" he said before i got in .
i just stared at the window as he drove me home .
i dont even know how to feel but i know this needs to stop .
ion feel like editing this
