First Love || WheeTae

8

"Breakfast is ready! Taehyung! Jiyong!"

Wheein's shout wake me up. I take a deep breath and shout back at her.

"Okay, boss! I'm gonna finish this!"

"Taehyung, we got the 3/4 of your payment for the ticket, thanks to Mr. Yu's tip. We just need to wait for the harvesting so that we can sell it again to the market."

I just nod and chew the food in my mouth. The scenarios that flashed earlier on my mind keeps chasing me. 

My mind is flying around that i didn't notice that Wheein and i are the only ones who are left behind here. Where is Jiyong?

"He already finished his meal so he's chopping some woods again."

Did she just read my mind?

"It's just obvious on your facial expression."

I look at her with amazement. Wow, how can he answer that question too?

"What's wrong, Taehyung? You look absent-mindly."

I look down as she keep catching my gazes. I just don't want to be a burden to her.

"N-nothing-"

"Don't joke around, Tae. I know there's something bothering you. Is it about your dream earlier?"

I took a deep breath and compose a smile before looking at her. She's patiently waiting for me to say what's bothering me. She also finished her meal but she didn't leave the table since she want to talk to me. How can she be kind to me even though she just knew me?

"I'm definitely okay and about that dream, i already forgot about it."

I said and stand up. I'm ready to walk out from that scene when she suddenly hold my hand to stop me.

"Say any lies you want to say but your eyes will never lie to me. Now, what's the problem? I'm just here."

My eyes got teary after she say that. This woman never failed to amaze me, but i don't want to be a burden to her. She also got some problems and i don't want to be one of that.

"I said i'm fine!"

I didn't mean to be like this. I don't want to be like this. It's just after the scenario that shows earlier while i'm bathing angers me up. I don't know why and what am i angry about but i suddenly feel like that.

"I-i'm fine..! So stop asking me because i'm literally alright!"

I can't control myself. I'm shouting at her and i just want to beat myself up. How can i do this?!

I can see her eyes suddenly changed. From being concerned to being hurt. Her eyes also got teary and that suddenly shift my mood. I can't bear to see her cry because of me.

"S-sorry..i d-din't-"

"Fine. If you say so, then alright. From now on, i won't ask you again since you just find it irritating. Good day ahead, Taehyung."

I can sense the bitterness on her voice. She passed by to me and act like nothing happens. When i see that she's already outside, my knees suddenly feel so weak. I fall down on my knees while grabbing my hair.

"What did i just do..?"

The tears of anger starts to build up in my eyes. Anger towards myself. I get up and go to our room when something gets my attention.

"It's really peaceful here."

I'm somewhere near our house. This place looks like a garden but it look so wary. 

"The view here is very nice! I'm sure Wheein loves this-"

I can't continue my words when i remember that we're not on a good terms. I just sigh and bring out the things that i get before going here. My camera and radio.

I set up the radio on a ceramic table just beside me and let a random song plays on it. I also look around and get some pictures here to warm up the camera.

And just like that, an idea strikes on my mind.

"Wheein.."