Forget the hurt

Messy wings arent meant to fly

This world I live in is broken,
I have an empty chest, so I have wsebecome one of the hurt.
If your happy, bubbly, powerful, shy, quiet or anything that isn't sad, alone, broken or forgotten.
You will never see this side of life.
We are separated by a wall, one that us the hurt can look through and the perfect can't see us
A wall that leaves us to die.
I have watched the perfect ones for months searching for her who took my heart and crushed it
She who has forgotten me and has discarded me for better.
People are slowly dying here
Drinking and smoking in sorrow
Most don't really care about the perfect, they are to busy trying to cope with hell.
Occasionally someone loses it they come screaming through the streets shoot in their arms and hands and whoever is near,
Their minds have finally died the demons taking control of the body causing as much pain as possible before shooting themselves in the head.
All of us-the hurt- have demons, slowly they are winning
My time will come soon
I only have one friend in this side of the world. Away, she is quite beautiful but doesn't talk.
We sit together sometimes crying sometimes bleeding, always something running. Always
My name is hidden given to me by the shadows I live with
This is my story of peace from hell

Night and day don't show anymore
I love to give myself pain so I don't sleep
I haven't slept for a week and a half, and I keep myself awake by getting high and slitting Aways legs
I have a body full of scars and when I ran out of room Away made me cut her instead
I guess it's our way of showing affection
I am chained to this life, no one shall kill themselves until the demons take over.
Leaning against the poleI watch Away scratching at her face in her sleep
I pull a needle and thread from my pocket and stick it in my lip
Smiling from the pain.
Sowing up half my mouth I stop and stare at Away she has blood and torn skin on her fingers
But she is deathly still and silent I frown
A cloth of peace washes over her and I know what's coming
I place my knife in her hand
She is lucky she gets to finally leave this hell hole
Kissing her I then yell her name my lips tearing and strings snapping.her eyes break opem and stare straight at me I'm drawn towards them
They are black pitless and empty
But they are moving, the emptiness shifting
And then she jumps up horror ruining her face
She screams and slashes the blade down my side just deep enough to scar but not deep enough to kill sadly
I walk around watching as she slashes at herself
Away sticks her fingers in her mouth and bites done smiling as she spits the tips out
Then she attacks her heart.
Over and over again. She tries to reach it with her blade her shirt is in tatters blood running down
Away stops and looks at me
"I HATE YOU" She screams before driving the knife into her chest and falling down
Finally gone.