"Pray you catch me"- Beyoncé Play the music with it , this is only going to 20 chapters till I make part 2 please read the other book of dis when I make it.
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Crystal Aaliyah white POV.. 5 months later ... Tuesday afternoon 4:32 pm Houston Texas. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "i pray you catch me listening " *flash back * found out everybody was against me literally. I founded out they all was working with my dad and I was blind to realize , I can give them that they good with it . so now I gotta kill them all , it's going hurt me and especially the kids but if I don't they gonna kill me . I hate it because I felt like I had people now I gotta take them how was I suppose to tell them they dads and uncles dead ? . I got out the car and snuck into my dad trap house. I started shooting at everybody I saw ... 30 min later . I finally got done shooting all his mans and saw all of them ready for me . I was lying if I wasn't scared not of them it's because I'm da only one I have people with me but I have kill people I loved and most worried will my kids forgive me ? when they grow up will they hate me . - Shots was flying and that when I started shooting back . I shot Elijah Caleb and Dave my partner AJ shot Aiden , Dominique was pregnant so that was the hardest tbh i shot her in her head and watched her body jerked back . I got shot in the arm but it was a glaze luckily . I shot Elijah in his head & Caleb & Aiden . all they body jerked back and I watched the room fills with blood . I saved the best for last . me and Dave started fighting i prison whipped him while he shot me in the leg , honestly thought I was over with I could do dis shit good if they wasn't somebody I love I was weak I ain't want to kill them . but I had realize it's really me or them . I chose me so now I gotta suck it up. - I shot dave in his head and stomped his head in while I lit up all they body and washed they body burns into ashes . *flash back over * ever since I killed them it's been hard I been in my hole plus with three kids , I had kairi in my custody cause his mama sign her over to me it's been hard cause all they do is ask when they dads coming to see them , Ava got big she 6 months now she talk and her teeth's came in she starting to walk . - but it's been hard all I can do is show them a picture but I know some point in life imma have tell them the real story of who I am and what I do and what they did , I don't know if they going to forgive me I hoping tho , I ain't wanna take they fathers away but it wasn't a choice they was going get me and I couldn't die I wasn't afraid to but I was worried cause I ain't wanna leave my girls even know kairi ain't mines I treat her like she is . - so I been blaming me since cause even know they was going to kill me I still killed theirs fathers and i know once they get older they gonna take after me , I never wanted my life to go down like this but u never know where life's go your worst enemies be the one close to u or the one you love the most . - I would've never imagined them being against me s they was so good at it , it makes me wonder how was I blind to see it & plus they knew where I lay my head they could've attacked my nana & im pretty sure they put the dots together cause my trap is clean so I'm pretty sure they knew something was up so I had kill them before words get out I'm in the streets . - I'm changing I will never be the same , I pray the kids don't hate me when they older I'm scared cause I don't want them to follow my lead i pray that I did the right thing by killing them all . - I will never bounce back after this , this is my breaking point ...
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"Nothing else ever seems to hurt Like the smile on your face When it's only in my memory It don't hit me quite the same Maybe it's a cause for concern But I'm not at ease Keeping my head to the curb" - Beyoncé ••• two more chapters till part 2 of hood . it's going be a sequel, probably will be a different name .
