*Chapter 5* Dear reader...

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Dear reader,
Remember when I said I was going to explain to you why I hate Hayes? Well, now I will tell you.
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~Flashback~

It all started on the first month of school, I was a new student. I had no friends, I guess you could say that I was considered a 'Loner'. It sucked. I would sit at lunch, alone. I would look around and see other people laughing and smiling with their friends. And me...I was always upset. No one noticed me. Until a few days later, I met Angie and Selena. They reached out to me. We became really close, and now we're best friends.
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3 months pasted, and everything changed. We would walk down the hallways and hear the names 'Nash, Hayes, Cameron, and Matthew' over and over again. I had no idea who they were until Angie told me they were 'Vine famous'. I thought it was pretty cool that four famous guys were at my school.
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We went to class. It was last period. Angie sat beside me and Selena sat infront of me. I took out my books, and waited for the teacher to start instruction. Hayes, the Vine famous guy sat behind me. He was talking to a few of his friends, they looked familiar. Like, I've seen them before.
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While I was in class, I felt someone kicking me from behind. It was Hayes..

"Hey, can you stop kicking me?" I asked politely. He gave me a nasty look.

"Make me, bitch." Hayes said.

"Pardon me?"

"Are you fucking deaf? You heard me the first time..." He said with a smirk on his face. His friends started laughing.

"Asshole...." I said quietly.

Angie and Selena looked at with a questioning look. "What's going on?" They both asked.

"Nothing..." I said.

"Tell me now, Lily." Angie said with a serious look.

"Fine. I asked Haye-" I was interrupted by our teacher, Mrs. Kennedy.  "Alright class. Sorry that took a while. I had to take care of a few things". She told us the instructions for our topic, wrote down a few notes on the board, and handed put some papers. The bell rang and everyone left class. Angie and Selena waited for me to gather my things.
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We left the class, and went to our lockers. They put their stuff away and left to go home. I was organizing a few things. I closed my locker and turned around, a group of boys were walking towards me. I looked closely, and saw Hayes. Great...another encounter with this asshole.

He shoved me against my locker. All his friends ganged up on me. I was afraid move, I had no idea what to do.

"You little slut. You think I didn't hear you when you called me an asshole." He said.

I spoke up. I'm not just going to stand there, like an idiot.

"You insulted me just because I asked you to stop kicking my chair!" I yelled at him. His friends were surrounding me. They all looked at me, like if they were going to hurt me, except for Nash. He just stood there, in silence.

"Shut the fuck up. You better watch your back..." His fist were clunched, like he was going to hit me.
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From that day on, Hayes was my bully. He would beat me up after school, and follow me with his group of friends. Threaten me. hated me. And so did I.
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After about a year of torture and pain, I didn't know what to do. So I started cutting myself. I would cut my wrist and watch the blood drip. It hurt..a lot. But I didn't let the pain get in the way. I cut myself because of him. Because of what he did to me.
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I told my brother what would happen at school with hayes, and how I cut myself. He tries to help me. So I could stop, but I couldn't. I didn't even tell my mom. It was our secret...
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I edited this chapter. I just thought it needed something more...detailed I guess. I took out the part with Jennifer, Hayes girlfriend. I figured she won't be in the book that much.

Thanks for reading, if you did. ☺

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