-Why am I in love- A Hayes Grier Love Story

*Chapter 11*

*Lily's P.O.V

I walked from Hayes', it was really hot outside and the light breeze blew through my dark brown hair. There were pretty flowers and such bright green grass. Children and adults were playing outside while grilling burgers, hot dogs, and stuff that smelled really good.

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As I was walking I was remembering what happened at his house, how he kissed me lightly on my lips and he would stare at me with those ocean blue eyes. I was thinking about him the whole time..about everything that happened in the past between me and him. I remembered the pain I felt when he pushed against the lockers with his friends and how he punched me in the stomach. He would laugh and say such hurtful things like 'You ugly bitch!' or 'Your such a slut' , His friends would laugh and think that it's funny. Those words hurt me a lot. But I don't want to bring back the past, I want to make everything right.

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I stopped in front of my house door. It was pretty quiet where I live and no one was outside. I looked around to see if there was someone that I knew or at least anyone. Pretty much, it looked dead. I grabbed the key and unlocked my house door. When I walked in I heard laughter and deep voices. It sound like my mom and a male voice...a voice that I recognized. I went into the living room to see who it was, it was my father.

"Hey mom, i'm back.." I said with no expression on my face. I felt angry just seeing him sitting on our sofa.

"Oh hi sweetie, your back. I thought you said you were gonna stay at his house for a while." She said with a stunned look.

"Can I talk to you in the kitchen mom, please?"

"What the fuck is he doing here! I thought I would come home and spend some time with my mom but I have to see his dumb ass looking face!" I said whispering, but yelling at the same time.

"He's your father. You should go over there and spend some time with him."

"I thought you said that we were gonna visit him tomorrow.." I said almost yelling at my mom.

"Excuse me. You better watch your tone when your talking to me and your language!" She said while yelling.

"Why is he here anyways?, you said that we were gonna visit him! Oh well let me guess, he got fired from his job and has no where else to live and he probably thinks that he can just pick up where he left off!" I said with an attitude.

"He's here to see you and your brother, Lily! You don't appreciate the fact that your father traveled here to see you, he was worried about you."

"Worried about what?" I said with tears almost coming out of my eyes.

"Never mind. Just go in there and at least say hi to your dad."

I was so pissed. I could never forgive dad for what he did to my mom in the passed. He was so abusive, he always hit my mom and called her nasty stuff. He would leave the house late at night and go to bars and cheat on my mom with other women. Then he would be drunk as hell and force my own mother to forgive him for everything he has done in the past. He was a horrible man. I remembered the night he came home, I was a little girl, it was around 5:00 am.....

~Flash back~

It was 5:00 am and my dad came back home drunk. He came home from the bar near our street with his friends. He looked like a mess, his hair was all over the place and he had stains on his shirt that looked like who knows what. I remembered the scent he brought with him, it smelt like beer, puke, and piss. It smelled really bad. He walked in in the house and I was lying on my couch watching SpongeBob.