No Time To Waste

Chapter 5

Abigail P.O.V

How did he find out about this. I really didn't want him to no. Now I don't no If he likes me and if he did it lessened his attraction of me. I don't know what to do. Plus if he finds out I'm gonna have a life or death surgery in a little while, i dont know how he would Think then. Maybe im not gonna say so i wont ruin our peace. God I'm in my peaceful place with the person who moved me for the first time. I got a desire for him that I never had before.

"Ummm Abigail to earth...." Jonathan protested.

I look at him almost in tears. He came and put his arms around me. Omg he feels so warm and smells so good. I'm in another world right now. But I whispered out of my tears," Yes I am Jonathan and I don't have much to live. I don't have much hope at all but when I'm with you I don't have no problems at all. Oh and Jonathan you can just call me Aby, I feel better hearing that name."

Jonathan P.O.V

Wow! I can't believe she just said that to me. The girl that I'm starting to have feelings for just gave me a hint.

She looked at me in my arms and asked,"Do you like me Jonathan? I know this is so soon but you know I don't have much time. I just wanna spend these last couple of months happy and when I am happy when I'm with you."

I took a deep breath and told her,"Well Ms. Abigail Sanders I don't know what you did to me but my heart is always dancing when I'm with you. For once In my life when I was at home football wasn't on my mind, you was and no other girl has done that to me before."

We had a long pause and I just held her in my arms not spoiling this moment because I know this moment means something to her. But I had to stop the great moment and reply to her question," Yes Abigail I not only like you but it feels like I'm starting to love you. I know that sounds weird but Aye this is how you impacted my life, my love life."

She hugged me tighter and I gently rub through her hair. She shivered a little and sighed in relief, I wondered what was going through her mind but what ever it is it is making her feel good.

After a while of us just sitting there we got interrupted by a nurse. Aby looked at her and started to shake a little.

I asked her,"What's wrong Aby? Why are you shaking?!! What did I do? Did I do something?"

She looked at me in confusion and touched my lips with her finger and said,"Jonathan....In a few minutes I'm gonna have a surgery that is life or death and this surgery is the thin line between me dieing tonight or dieing in some months."

I looked in her eyes and I had to look off because if I would have kept looking at them I would probably have shedded a few tears. I had to be strong and show her that she can be too. I sat back on the bench and sighed not knowing how Ima deal with this. A tear strolled down her cheek but she held my hand and got up. Before she walked out of my grip I pulled her back to me and I kissed her. She paused an looked into my eyes and she shedded more tears. Even though I hated to think like this but I bet she was thinking about the same thing I was thinking. This may be the last time we see each other....