black suns and glass Aphenphosmphobia

black suns and glass Aphenphosmphobia PART3

Astra

“Eugene!” I yell out running out feeling tears stinging my eyes I 
watched as the other male fell to his knees and I caught just as he hit the ground I wrap my arms around him tightly putting my hand against the wound trying to stop the bleeding camie rushed over and put as many rags as he had against the enter exit wound I check his pulse as it started to fade “eugene dont die on me now!”i snapped I felt tears run down my cheek then it suddenly stopped it felt as if mine did as well just for a split second I stopped looking at the soft peaceful face of the deceased boy he almost looked more alive than he did before he could finally rest but I knew I couldn't not without him I screamed at the top of my lungs atlas attempted to pull me back but I went back to him he can't be dead he cant I put my hand against his forehead trying to stop the continued blood poor out his head light shined between my fingertips unknowingly I stayed like this the sounds of the others crying seemed to turn into shock I felt a slight sense of warmth flush through the males body I look up seeing the hole in his head was now missing I looked at my hand did I do it? The blue hair man's eyes fluttered open as he sat up and did I heal him? He looked at me confused
“Why are you guys crying?”he asked I impulsive wrapped my 
arms around him tightly he tensed up still in pain “could have gotten rid of this” h said pointing at the gash in his side
“Eugene! Thank heavens I thought you were dead!” I cried angel 
and wolf soon followed into the hug and then the others everyone was crying besides grimm he hesitated for more than a minute before pushing away
“Tch y'all are such cry babies now come on we don't have all day 
to find the darn machin plus with gun fire and your screaming they 
probably heard us”he said before standing up immediately being brought to the ground by his own legs he needed to rest and his body was obviously telling him
“We should find somewhere to hide you need to rest” camie said 
putting his hand against his shoulder he pushed it away 
“I'm fine i'm used to this he said attempting to get up once more 
falling I caught him this time 
“You can't just got shot in the head grimm you cant even even 
stand up idiot come on” I said hold him up being his support I struggle a bit on the weight put on my shoulders but we started on to find a spot 
“I know where we can go”angel says we follow her into a hidden 
cave system camie started a fire and I place grimm down on the ground near the fire  camie came over and quickly wrapped the gash in his side avoiding touching him as much as possible he looked so uncomfortable as he laid on the cold ground I hesitate before moving closer I lifted his head slightly putting his head on my lap hes stared up in complete confusion
“What are you doing?” he asked in a slight panic I put my hand in 
his soft blue hair
“Your not gonna get any sleep like that” I said he laid his head 
back down on my lap he was tense but I unknowingly continued to play with his hair I hummed softly as I watched as his breathing which started out quick and distressed slowly calm down and become slow he fell asleep I lean against the wall staring at the soft blue male in my lap he softly purred like a small kitten just if that kitten was a 6 foot something thin glass boy 
“First time i’ve seen the kid sleep this calm after that red head 
Died the darn kid would always toss and turn and murmur his name all the time”angel said sitting next to me I looked at her worried 
“Really? I knew he was tired but I didn't think it was that bad'' I 
said she nodded
“Idiot never knew when to quit until ichiro said it was time but 
now that he's gone the kid thinks he doesnt have a reason too till his legs go against him and even then he can't” she says looking down at him “you got him to stop you really are just like him” she said I looked at him softly I really am just like him…

Grimm

The next morning I woke up still in astra’s lap I stared up at him I 
hated how much he looked like him the strange emotions that I have no understanding of bubbling back up ichiro was my first and he’ll be my last I got up quickly but not waking the orange haired boy I looked at him once more before walking out to go take a piss he was right about something at least I needed to take a break but that's the thing I don't like how he was right I can't let this keep going I walked back into the cave seeing as how him and camie where already up I didn't even bother looking at them I scratched my pointed ear before pulling myself up to the uplifted rock playing with the small red empty shell of a bullet trying to distract myself from the smaller orange figure in the corner of my eye
“Grimm why do you look more angry than usual” astra asked 
dont answer dont get attached im not going to let what happened last time im not going to let myself cry over another stupid overly emotional brat who is on the verge of dying I cant he attempted to climb up but I kicked him off jumping down I went to pull my hand out to help him up but stopped myself “lets head out we can get to terrane undetected if we move now” I said coldly he stared at me with a confused look in his eyes I stared down dont look at him it’ll only make it worse we started to head over to terrane continuing this behavior keeping my eyes on the map it didnt take long to get to terrane little beach area with people living in huts children looked at us quickly noticing camie 
“Bassie!” they yell running towards the long haired australian 
male camie laughed kneeling down hugging the children happily smiling the children where tan and looked tribal like they wore feathers and leathered clothing 
“Oh you kids have gotten so big from the last time I saw you” he 
said excitedly standing up “now I cant stay for long i'm helping my friends here do you mind taking us to Whisper” he said the children nodded taking his hand pulling him to where this person named whisper was my eyes deceived me for a split second as I look at the white haired woman who hugged the shorter australian man
“Anna?”i asked the white haired woman turned to me and smiled 
she almost looked exactly like her just anna was paler and anna was dead wolf looked up seeing the woman as well 
“I believe you’ve mistaken me for someone else my name is 
whisper I take care of the children here” the woman named whisper said she had a soft caring voice just like anna’s but as she said that I noticed her eyes where purple unlike anna’s blue ones and she was much taller than her along with the fact that she was tan
“I'm sorry” I said she smiled softly camie noticed my reaction and 
pats my back I tense up moving away from his hand
“This is eugene he’s the glass I told you about his helping the 
boy right here astra find the machine to get rid of black suns” he said pointing at astra I scratched my wrist before standing up straight
“I don't go by eugene my name is grimm don't call me that” I 
responded coldly I shoved my hands into my pockets what the hell was wrong with the world first ichiro now anna its getting old 
“Yeah I heard all about you your one of the last glass your 
brother and that other boy what was his name ichi-”whisper said before getting interrupted by camie I felt as if my body had completely frozen by what she was saying 
“So we have to go soon it was good seeing you”camie said softly 
i watch as the white haired woman nods hugging him again 
“No please stay you must be exhausted” she says camie nods a
little shocked at the name I watched as he pulled away I knew what he was thinking he loved my sister more than anything and promised to settle down just for her crazy to think that was 4 years ago my poor sister only 27 died and that's his burden to carry around that he couldn't stop it I remember her crying for him not to go searching for the machine but he didn't want to let go and went when he came back she was right at the verge of death and when it happened and he realized she was gone I could swear I saw the light fade from his golden eyes and when I saw that fade that's when I took wolf and ichiro and ran I know what he's feeling when he sees whisper I feel it too whisper took us to a little hut area that could fit two people each camie and atlas stayed in one wolf sadly had to put up with angel and I was left with of course astra I stayed on my bed and he did the same the awkward feeling got too unbearable
“I need a smoke” I said he didn't respond I left and went out to 
the edge of the beach where the land met the water I pulled out the last stick putting it between my teeth lighting it after a minute I felt the feeling of being watched “go back inside astra” I said peering back at him 
“Grimm please talk to me did I do something” he asked worried I 
pulled the glowing stick out of my mouth it being the only light source we have besides the moon
“Well i'm talking to you nothings wrong” I said he looked at me 
with a large amount of fury
“Your scared im going to die like ichiro your scared your gonna 
get attached and die like him and just plane out die your scared because I look just like he did” he said I peered down at the smaller man who came closer “your afraid of reliving it grimm i'm not ichiro!” he snapped in tears I put the cigarette out in my skin and flicked the butt into the water before looked out into the deep sea as he wiped his eyes dry 
“And i'm the scary bad guy you think im not tell me something I 
Don't know for once” I said he looked at me confused 
“I'm not afraid of you grimm you're not the bad guy really” he said I 
looked him in the eyes pulling my gun out staring at him with my piercing red eyes
“Look me in the eyes while i'm holding this and tell me that again” 
i said he hesitated before I quickly shot the sky he flinched before walking up to him grabbing his wrist pulling it up in between us so we both can see it shook I frowned “your terrified astra this isn't a fairytale where I end up becoming good in the end every bone in my body is rotten ever drop of blood burns and im straight heartless to the core i’ve killed people i’ve killed them without thinking twice you think i'm afraid of killing you if I remember correctly the reason i'm helping you is to kill you” I snapped looking the older male in the eyes he broke down even more “and to think you where different from anyone else in this world you don't understand the feeling of people fearing you from the very first day you were born” I said turning to fact the ocean once more
“fine i’ll just stop looking for the machine all together” he said 
that made me stop I turned my head facing the back of the orange haired boy I quickly grabbed his hand
“No no we can't do that think about atlas and camie” I say 
making hand motions to the huts
“We cant I can im fine with going out at least I won't be fulfilling a 
villain like you’s wish” he said I looked for some sort of remorse in his tone something to help me find the real astra
“Astra no don't do this to yourself or to us”i said I felt as if my 
heart was being squeezed my breath hitched as I felt my eyes water no stop that don't show weakness to him to anyone in fact
“Isn't this what you want you want me dead right?” he said I 
looked at him fearfully for the first time I noticed his eyes were as blue as the ocean we stood next to he turned to run away 
“Astra…” I said racing to get to him with “astra!” I yelled trying to 
i kept up and I dropped to the ground breathing heavily “let me help you Ichiro!” I yelled he stopped looking back at me “astra...let me help you astra”i said darnit I messed up
“My point proven” he said shaking his head leaving