We Can Handle It (ONE DIRECTION)

Part 13.

~9 months pregnant~

“Babe!” I shouted from the bedroom.

“Whats wrong?!” Harry said rushing into the room.

“Its time.” I said breathing heavily. A huge grin grew on his face.

“Im gunna be a dad!” He  said doing a little dance

“Yes yes now get your lazy arse over here and help me get to the hospital.” I said rolling my eyes.

Something you should know about me and Harry the past 2 months me and him had gotten really close. We are practically dating, and since Zayn left me and Dexter Harrys decided he will be the father figure in our little family.

We took his car and got there in less then 10 minutes. We called The boys and Martin and told them I was in labor they all were there in within the next 15 minutes.  They were all crowded around my bed holding my hand and comforting me when I had a contraction.

“Okay Ashton its time to push.” The doctor said situated himself at the end of my bed. The boys counted down from 3 and I started pushing.

“I can see his head. Keep pushing almost there.”

"Ahh ewww!! it looks so gross!!" Louis shouted.

“OH GOD!! JESUS CHRRIST!! FUUUUUCCCKK THIS HURTS!” I shouted as I pushed with all my might. I soon head a faint crying.

“Congratulations  Ms. Jackson on the birth of your baby boy!” The nurse cheered as Harry cut the umbilical cord. I was soon handed a blue blanket which was wrapping up my beautiful baby boy.

“HI Dexter. Welcome to the world. Im Ashton but you will grow up to know me as the best mommy ever.” I whispered kissing his forehead. Soon after I did that his eyes opened for the first time, they were a hazel green mixture. They looked a lot like Zayns. Dexter had light brown skin and dark black curly hair. He was just stunning.

We all passed Dexter around giving everyone a chance to hold him. He eventually ended back up in my arms.

“Im proud of ya sis” Martin said kissing my forehead goodbye.

“Ill come visit ya soon, promise.”

The rest of the guy got hungry so they went down to the hospital café for some grub, leaving Harry, Dexter, and I alone. Harry handed the nurse his iPhone.

“Can you take a picture of us?” he asked joining me on the bed.

“Say cheese!” she cheered snapping our picture. Harry tweeted that picture much to my disapproval tho.

“I love you Ashton.” Harry brushing my hair out of my face.

“I love you more.” I said leaning in to kiss him. We were interrupted by the clearing of someones throat. I looked up and met the eyes of the boy you broke my heart months ago.

Zayn.

“Ill give you two some privacy, call me if you need anything babe.” Haryy said kissing Dexter one last time before leaving my room.

“Hi Zayn.” I squeaked. His looks still managed to give me butterflies.

 He was wearing a red polo and some khaki chinos, his hair had some blonde in it now and it was quiffed up under a OBEY snapback.

“Can I hold him?” he said sitting joining me on the bed. I carefully placed Dexter into his arms.

“He’s got your hair love.” He said as a tear fell off his cheek.

“Hes got your gorgeous eyes tho.” I said smililng up at him.

“Hes beautiful.” He said placing him back into my arms.

“Agreed.” I said smiling down at m little guy. I put him into the little bassinet on my bedside and looked back at Zayn. He was still crying.

“Hey, don’t cry.” I said sitting up and wiping his tears, he grabbed my hands in his as I did this. He just stared into my eyes for what felt like an eternity.

“I miss you Ashton. . .” he finally spoke.

“I still love you babe. Come home, I don’t give two shits about what management has to say. I want this. I want our family to be whole again. Im miss waking up to your beautiful brown eyes, and hearing your laughter ring throughout the house. But mostly I miss US , I miss your lips, your hugs, I miss OUR showers. I miss our late nights together just cuddling and watching movies. Please babe, put your ring back on. I promise I wont screw it up this time.” He said with a pleading look, as more tears fell down his face. I felt a few fall down my own face as I looked at the boy I fell in the love with. The boy who fathered my child, the boy who lost his virginity to me,  the boy who convinced me that dating could be fun.

But he was also the boy who cheated on me, the one who broke my heart because the going got tuff.

“Zayn you cant do this now. It isn’t fair, im with Harry now. You ruined us. How do I know you can handle the stress of a baby when you can even handle the stress of me being pregnant? You don’t understand how much you hurt me while I was with you. I'm sorry but were done.” I said wiping my tears.

“No Ashton please, please don’t do this. The the baby cant grow up with out a dad. He needs his father.” He said pleading with me even more.

“And Dexter wont grow up without a father . Harry was there for me when you weren’t. Harry and I will raise Dexter together. . . as a family.” I stated looking down avoiding his eyes. He lifted my face up forcing me to meet his eyes. He crushed our lips together. I could taste the salt on his lips from our tears. The kiss tasted like desperation and pure sadness.

“Zayn don’t make this any harder then it has to be.” I said pushing him off of me.

“You cant and you wont keep my child from me. Im not giving up on us Ashton.  My little boy needs me, and I need his mom. Ill be back babe.” He said kissing my temple before leaving my room. Harry walked in after that.

“Everything all right babe?” he asked concerned.

“Fantastic!” I said kissing his lips. The nurse walked in on us causing us to jump apart again.

“Alrght Ms.Jackson you and Dexter are allowed to leave now.” She said packing up my things for me. Harry helped me get Dexter all ready and I changed.

“Ready babe?” he said picking up Dexters car seat and throwing his arm around my shoulder.

“Ready!” I said grinning as we made our way to our new SUV management got us since our two sports cars weren’t safe for our newborn. After I buckled Dexter in and joined Harry in the front we headed for our flat.

When we got back to our flat it was time to put Dexter to bed. After he was fed,burped,washed,changed, I joined Harry in the nursery.  I sat on his lap in the rocking chair as he peacefully rocked us back and forth. He started humming the tune to moments causing Dexter to fall asleep quickly.

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Awwww poor Zayn

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