Love Hate Relationship; Vol. 2

{50 - Rain}

TW: panic (or anxiety, I'm not an expert) attack.

Sara's POV:

Calm down.

Calm.

It's just a dead body, nothing to worry about. Are you-

Oh my your running away- stop running away that makes you look suspicious.

But you can't help it. It is a dead body after all..

He was your friend-

Where are you headed to.

Stop thinking about the body. Stop it.

Where are you going-

STOP.

I stopped myself, not knowing where I was. My heart pounding out of my chest as I felt like I couldn't breathe. A cold breeze shifting my way as I slowly sunk down to the ground and sat down in what felt like grass.

I can't-

Breathe.

I can't.

Stop telling me what to do.

Listen.

"Stop it.. stop it..!," I muttered and closed my eyes hoping my subconscious would go away.

Noise.

The enchanted lake is where I stand.

I could hear the water but that wasn't calming me.

He's dead. He's dead.

"He's fucking dead! Shut up..!," Sara cried.

I try to feel the grass to calm myself but the feeling starts to fade. I can feel the tears escaping my closed eyes as I try to breathe but I can't.

You need Draco.

Where's Draco?

"Draco!!," I screamed.

Draco.
Draco.
Draco.

"Please.. please stop make it stop. Make it stop please!," I whimper as I put my head down.

I lay in the grass as I try to stop thinking about the body.. the overwhelming subconscious that won't shut up. I need everything to stop.. I need Draco.

"Draco.. Draco.," I stood up, my balance uneasy as I took a step forward.

I tried to take a breathe but it felt like I was drowning, or I was on the moon without oxygen. My vision blurry but I was able to see something, a shadowy type figure.

Who is that?

Maybe it's Draco?

What if it's not.