School Day Love Story

Chapter Four - Misunderstanding

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Luhan’s POV

Right after I finished my business with Sehun and made things clear, he seemed so dazed that he immediately ran off. I can’t believe I actually was able to do somthing like that with Sehun ! Though I had played it out several hundred times in my head before, and dreamed of this scenario many times, doing it in real life with him was more heart-racing than I had imagined it to be! Seeing his bewildered expression started to make me worry. Does he think I’m disgusting? Did he not like it? Well, I guess I did do this kind of thing quite suddenly, and maybe the blindfold and pinning the arms down was a little much… but, I thought he would be familiar with this type of stuff already. I guess he was shocked he did it with me.

I just hope the first person I see isn’t him because I really don’t want to see him now. It feels weird because any other day I would feel better if I was with him, but not today. If anything, I don’t want to see him at all. Maybe I shouldn’t go to school today… Then again, I could ask Chanyeol and Baekhyun for some advice. I’m sure they know how to deal with this type of stuff. It’s obvious that they’re dating since Baekhyun’s hardly ever separated from Chanyeol. They seem really friendly unlike Kris and Tao. It’s decided! I’ll just call Chanyeol after school for advice since Baekhyun’s always with him.

I have so many questions I want to ask them. But are they even dating?? If they aren’t…. wouldn’t that be awkward?? Maybe this isn’t such a great idea… I don’t think I’m as cute as everyone else says I am… I’m probably not even Sehun’s type! What if Sehun doesn’t even like me anymore after what I did?!? Ahh! I’m getting too negative. Snap out of it! Well first, I better call the school to tell them I’ll be absent today because there is no way i can face him today. Then I’ll call Chanyeol and Baekhyun. I’ll just lock myself in my room until Chanyeol and Baekhyun get here.

**Afterschool**

<<Doorbell rings>>

“Coming~!”, I say in my mind, while while tidying my room. After hearing the doorbell ring continuously, I rush to the door expecting Chanyeol and Baekhyun but to my surprise, it isn’t. I glance past the door to see Sehun standing there, breathing heavily, as if he ran all the way here from school (which is 30 minutes away). Shocked, I quickly try to slam the door. Unfortunately for me I’m too weak and slow for Sehun’s strong grip on the door. How did he know I was here? On any other day i would probably be shooting some hoops down at the court.. I could have been in so many places but, why, of all places, did he have rush all the way here?! Plus it’s only 3:00pm! Sehun  gets off school at 3:00pm! Did he skip class so he could come all the way here to see me? The thought of Sehun skipping class and running to see me made me blush a little.

While I was drowning myself with questions, I see Sehun barge in my house. Not really knowing what to do, I try to offer him a towel ,considering the fact that he is sweating, but he refuses to take it. Before I offer him a drink, he starts to speak.

“Did you really mean it when you said you liked me?! Chanyeol told me you weren’t really sick and you were just faking it. I ran all the way here right after lunch ended. I wanted to confirm something.” he questions in his usual serious tone while keeping his usual poker face on -except his voice was a bit louder.

What does he want to confirm! Is he finally going to accept me? My heart is pounded against my chest so hard that it hurts. I don’t know what to do next… What if he disagrees and friend-zones me? I’m in so much confusion. Ugh. My head hurts. Maybe I did catch a cold for walking in the rain. I can’t focus or even open my eyes. I’m dizzy and my heart is racing at a painfully fast rate. What is he going to say… I see his mouth move, but as is does, slowly, I start to black out…  

What did he say? I never heard it clearly. My heart hurts. My head is throbbing. I’m in so much pain over him and he doesn’t even realize it! I never even got to hear what he had to say. Damn! I should have eaten breakfast! I want to see him. I want him to touch me. I wish he’d just become mine and only mine. I hear someone calling my name. It sounds like his voice. Where am I? Why is he here?

I struggle to open my eyes. It’s bright. I look around to find myself at the hospital. Why? I don’t remember a thing that happened after HE showed up at my house. I wonder why I’m here. I remember he wanted to say something but, why didn’t I hear it? Did I pass out? I’ll ask him after to tell me what happened, but I had a feeling he wouldn’t not tell me. I try to sit up when the nurse comes in saying I have a visitor. Then she leaves, leaving me alone in a room with Sehun. He walks over to me and grabs a chair from the side of the room. I have so many things to tell him but no words come out instead, he talks first.

He questions, “Are you okay? You fainted right after I walked in your house. I’m starting to think you actually feel sick. I wanted to tell you something but I guess I’ll have to wait until you get better… Sorry to bother you. I’m sure you want to get some rest. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

I don’t want to be left alone again. Without thinking, I reach out and grab his hand. He stops in his tracks but doesn’t turn around.

He stutters as if he was nervous, “What are you doing? Let go. I have to go.”  

I reply trying not to hesitate, “No, I won’t let go. I want you.”

He slowly turns around with a gentle smile and says in a delicate voice, “You should really get some rest. I’ll come again tomorrow so just let go. I’m sure you’re not serious about this so stop playing with me. If you care, then stop it.”

I squeeze his hand. His words make me furious. How can he decide my feelings? I know I love him. Why must he torture me? He says it in such a kind way that it makes my heart feel like it’s about to explode. I want him to be mine. I want him to touch me. How can he still not understand?

I forcefully pull him towards me which makes him lose his balance a bit. I pull him closer and kiss him. I separate his mouth from mine and hold onto him so he can’t run away again.  I force my words out.   

I whisper into his ear, “I’m not playing with you. I really am serious about this. If you care, then become mine. You don’t know how much it hurts when you question my feelings. My heart aches every time I see you. I don’t care right now if you say you’re not sure about what you feel for me. All I have to do is make you love me. I want more of you. Can’t you stay a little longer?”

He mumbles, “All along I thought you were teasing me because you knew how I felt about you… You’re cuter than all the girls I’ve ever seen. How do you expect me not to fall for you? You are the one who doesn’t know how much I have to suffer whenever I see you with Lay or some other guy! I’ll ask the nurse if you can leave considering the fact that you want me to stay with you. Why don’t you come to my house?”