Catradora

In the woods

Catras POV:

Shadow weever smacked me. She told me she wants me to bring adora back, doesn't matter if I have to kill her in the process. I have to kill her...i bet hordak didn't even approve of this. I walked over to the bed Adora used to sleep in and I curled up in it... I can't kill her. No way in hell. But I have to try don't I. God I hate myself.. after everything she did to me..
I started making my way to the whispering woods. I entered the woods. I laid against a tree and started clawing the ground and crying. They will al kill me if I don't kill her. That's how it works. If you fuck up you have to face the consequences..
I started walking again when I heard sobbing in the distance. Adora was curled up crying. Great I have to hate her now. I could just kill her. What am I saying. I know I couldn't even if I wanted too. But I do wonder why she's crying?
Adora s POV:

I looked up, catra was towering over me. Oh shit she can't see me like this.. it makes me to vulnerable "hey adora~" she says. God I hate when she uses that voice. I hit the back of my head off the tree. "What." I said. She kneeled down next to me and moved my hair behind my ear.
"I may need Help..." I started worrying... catra doesn't ask people for help. Forget it she's probably just mocking me. Not like she gives a damn. She sat next to me on the ground. "Adora I can't keep fighting anymore...I'm just gonna die." She sounded scared. "W-what?" I said confused. "I hate hating you..." she laid her head on my shoulder. I was so confused. She could tell. "I got a mission from shadow weever and I need your advice...please.." she says. "O-okay?" This hurts my brain. "My mission is to kill some girl..but I can't.." she looked defeated. "Why's that" I said while rubbing my eyes. I haven't slept in like 3 days.
"Cause the girl she wants me to kill is the girl I love most in the world...I don't think I could ever admit that to her though.. we're just "friends" or used to be anyways." She sounded hurt. "Oh...well then don't kill this special girl." I think I may have sounded too jealous.
Catras POV:

I smirked.. she was jealous of this girl. She's so dumb..does she not know that the girl is her. I rolled my eyes playfully but I realized how exhausted she looked. "Hey what's wrong princess?" I said. "...I'm worthless" she meant it. I straddled her lap. She blushed. "Your not worthless. Why do you say that?" Well she kind of is but manipulation is the best sometimes. I felt bad cause I would have to try and kill her after this. "Glimmer is gone and it's my fault.. I have no clue where she is and it doesn't help that I have emotions for someone I was supposed to let go of and I can't do this anymore cause I'm nothing without she-ra." She rambled. I kissed her forehead. And she got scared and backed up a little bit.
"Hey it's okay.. I also want to apologize princess...I have a mission to kill the girl and sadly. I have to do that before I die." I got up from her lap. "I hate myself for everything I've ever done to you.. I'm so sorry." I didn't realize a tear dropped from my cheek. "But I'm gonna die if I don't complete my task." I looked at her. "Wait you love me?" She said shocked. "N-No I was just saying stuff!"......." oh my god you do!" She said. "No adora I actually kind of hate you cause you left me when I needed you most and you promised you would always be by my side when you broke that promises for our enemies.." I said. "I-" she started. "Save it, it's fine." I said.
We sat in silence. "I have no clue what I'm supposed to do." I said. "D-don't kill me. You don't deserve to have anymore blood on your hands then you already do." She stuttered. "I wish it were that easy." I walked up to here and traced my finger along her face and down to her neck. I gripped her neck chocking her. "S-stop catra. Your scaring me." She grabbed my wrists and brought me closer to her. "You don't have to do this. Your better than them." She whispered to me. I pulled out of her grip and backed up. "What am I doing. What am I supposed to do. I hurt you again didn't I. I'm such a bad person. I don't deserve life." I ranted. She stayed silent. I don't think we were in the best of mindsets to speak to each other. "You know what. It's fine. Leave. I won't kill you. I'll go back and suffer whatever consequences she gives me." She got up and stared walking away. But then she came back to me and grabbed my hands pushing me against the tree. "I miss you a lot..." she pressed a kiss to my cheek and walked away. My eyes widened. What the fuck is happening. I-I'm just gonna go back to t-the horde.
I got back and I told shadow weever she got away. She started hitting me. It hurt. She sent me to the prison for a night. I was told to attend the dance with scorpia cause she's a princess. The dance was in two days. I needed to get adora. How. I'm tired of this. I want to be with adora....