Not again!

Chapter 1

It had been ten years since it happened to twenty nine year old Wesley Crusher. He still has nightmares about that always causing him to have an anxiety attack. He gets them easier than when he was a kid now.

He was in bed with Josh next to him as usual.

He was on his way to Ten Forward on his lunch break when he was grabbed by someone.

"What are you-" he started then froze.

It was a new officer that he hadn't gotten along with at the Academy last year.

"I'm doing what I should've done before you were expelled for getting better grades than me."

He gulped and saw the officer get undressed.

He started to sweat and try to get away but the officer was to strong.

Then the officer started to undress him.

He was scared knowing what the officer was going to do.

Then he had no clothes on and felt the officer inside of him.

Then the officer raped him hard.

'Please no.' he thought multiple times while he got this done.

A few minutes later the officer stopped and smirked.

"I hope to do that again." the officer said and got up and redressed.

"Don't tell anyone."

He was shaking to scared to do or say anything. Then the officer left.

Then he woke up panting sweating with his heart pounding.

Then as usual he started to have an anxiety attack.

While he tried to calm down Josh woke up hearing Wesley panting and feeling him sit up.

"Wes?" he said half asleep but got no answer.

He sighed.

So he sat up and held him close causing him to jump and look around.

"It's ok, it's ok. It's just me." Josh said getting him to calm down.

Wesley took a deep breath and started to calm down a little.

As usual it took him an hour to get him to calm down completely.

It was 4:00 in the morning when he was calm again.

"Feel better?" Josh asked and Wesley nodded.

"I'm sorry." he said.

"You don't have to be sorry. The usual nightmare?"

He nodded so Josh held him close.

"Don't worry, it's not going to happen again."

He nodded and then sighed.

"You think you can get back to sleep?" Josh asked.

"I think so."

So Wesley laid back down in Josh's arms helping him to calm down and fall asleep.

A few hours later they were at the daycare and saying goodbye to Jack and Andrew.

"I'll see you later kiddos." Wesley said smiling.

"By dad, by papa." they said together.

"We'll come get you for lunch as usual." Josh said smiling.