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𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞: 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲

𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐯𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐬

                                   ㆞㆝樂

WE sat at the table on the beach and talked it was now eight at night we been talking and eating for two hours long

"ma you was a rider literally you fought that nigga bitch when they was gon jump at the park"I said drinking my water

"hell yeah cause they was not about to fight you and get away with it I was not gon have my nigga looking bad out here cause I know if I was fighting and a nigga was gon jump you was gon fight him"she said

I chose my baby mama right cause I couldn't fuck with these bitches that just wanted me for my money and fame Ximena love me for me when I had my darkest moments she was there but it hurt cause I wasn't really there for her

"Ximena I'm sorry man"I said she looked at me crazy

"Whatchu sorry for"she asked

"you was there when I needed you and everything but when you need me I was not where to be found I feel like I left you in the dark I don't want you to feel like that I want you to feel like I'm here for you always"I said I can tell she was about to cry

"I'm about cry because when you left me all alone and pregnant I didn't know what to do I was going through depression like really bad depression with saylor all I did was cry I was stress out I was still in nursing school all she did was cry I didn't know what to do if it wasn't for mama love I was gon end everything"she said crying

"I thought when I have jr all by myself you always going away when something happens I had to go through saylor therapy for her autism when she cries all night and don't eat when I have to home school her now while being pregnant I try to be so happy as possible going through everything with my sisters and mom my life is complete shit"she said crying more I got up