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𝐗𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐚 𝐤𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐢 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫
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I got woken up by someone moving a lot I rubbed my eyes then opened them it was saylor in the bed next to me and Jr in his bassinet next to me I was in a puddle of sweat I sighed I was having another bad dream again
I looked at my phone it was the date I seen when I dropped off saylor at Savion house I went to the bathroom and called him
"Savion I need you to come help me set up Jr room for me now"I said
"okay folks"he said hanging up I took a ten minute shower
I made Jr his bottle and got saylor food out in her high chair that was in my room I put on pj mask
"Come on saylor wake"I said shaking her she started crying I rolled my eyes
"You need to stop crying use the potty while I go change your brother diaper"i said she nodded walking in the bathroom
In the bathroom I have marble floors but I have this remote that warm up the floor because I know saylor have cold floors
I heard the door open while I was changing his diaper
"That's da da fat man"I said he started kicking Savion walked in the room saylor walked out the bathroom
"Daddy"she said running to him he picked her up and kissed her on the cheek he put in the high chair
"you got somewhere to be today"I asked he shook his head
"Nah I guess imma chill over here"he said I nodded slowly
We doing good so far on just focusing on the kids the only time we call or text each other is about the kids never on no fucking on the low no more I was done playing with Savion like we kids He got him a girl and I'm just doing me for right now
"Stop acting like that folks I'm sorry for not following yo rules I get that but you don't have to be so cold on me at that's right lik folks nem"he said feeding Jr saylor was eating and watching pj mask
"Like I said if it ain't about the kids I don't wanna talk about it"I said cleaning up my room
"Don't forget we have to take saylor and Jr to the doctors tomorrow and be on time please"I said he nodded patting Jr back
I didn't want to be cold to Savion it just that over the months or almost a year since he came back from faking his death I just been out of it and now that I'm going to rehab in two month I don't want to go back in that path
Know I didn't say I wouldn't mind probably starting a family again but you don't know what the future holds for us
"Hello"I said answering Kaiser call
"You just woke up"he asked
"Yeah like 30 minutes ago why"I asked
"Ain't shit I just wanted to talk to you imma be at the tattoo doing people all day so I might not come over later"he said I nodded
"That's fine later on I'll bring you some food because ion want you working on a empty stomach"I said he chuckled
"okay ma I'll see you later"he said and hung up
"That's yo new nigga"Savion asked I shook my head
"No and mind yo business"I said picking saylor
"Mama can we go to the pool later on"she said asked me
"Yeah baby let go wash yo hands Savion go start setting up that bed in his room"I said we wasn't setting up a baby room Jr is gon always sleep in my room like saylor so we're just setting up a toddler room for him
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I walked in the tattoo shop the cold air hit me I just came from eating out with Savion saylor and We had the baby I had to drop Kaiser lunch off
"hey ma who you looking for you got a appointment"some man asked I shook my head
"No but I am looking for east"I said he nodded he pointed to the back door I went to it and opened it He was reading some papers
"Hey kai"I said dragging the i as I waved at him he smiled getting up he walked up to me and hugged me
"What's good ma thank you"he said as I handed him the food
"Ain't shit just came from a restaurant see I look more fancy"I said doing a 360 he licked his lips
"Yeah ma you look good I'm tried but I'm not leaving until 10"he said
"how you been I haven't seen you in a week"I said
It was so hot outside since it was July the pool water was even hot when we went to the today
"Im good just tried how yo spa going"he said
"Im opening it up in two days im scared but excited let's just gon see if it goes right are you coming"I asked he nodded
"Yeah im coming what time again"he said
"Two in the afternoon and don't be late"I said he laughed
"I'm not ma imma be there for you when you go to rehab"he asked
"In September I'm kinda sad that I'm not going to be there for saylor birthday"I said frowning while he shared his food with me
"It's good ma nine times outta ten she ain't gon remember can people visit you"he said I nodded
"Yeah two days out of the week I just wanna get better for me and my babies I don't them taking care of me at a young age if you know"I said he nodded
"Yeah I know how that feels having to clean up after yo moms mess and always being there for her even though she wasn't there for you"he said I looked at him
He was like a male version of me
"Yep you are really cool to hang around you starting to be a bestfriend"I said he smiled
"Such a handsome smile will I'm about to leave call or text me if you need me drive home safe"I said he got up and hugged me we stayed like that for some minutes
"Okay ma you drive safe too"he said I nodded grabbed my purse I left out
