You're the one that I want (Lyle Menendez)

Chapter 3.

I woke up to Lyle breathing on my face with his morning breath. "Ugh you stink" I laugh pushing his face away,he quickly kissed my lips and I bit them to stop myself smiling. "You don't always have to hide how I make you feel you know" Lyle looks down. "Come on you know nothing ever comes from this"  I laugh,a slight twinge in my heart as I said it. "Y/N -" Lyle cuts himself off looking down. "Yeah?" I ask. "Nothing bub,lets go for breakfast" he suggests standing and offering a hand. I take it helping myself up and begin dressing,hes seen me naked but only skin naked never inside my head like Erik, when the miscarriage happened Lyle never let it affect him too much his initial  reaction was sad but that was expected not for long though within a few days he was back to his self fucking girls,smoking and drinking. I lay in bed crying for hours upon hours every night and it was Erik who had always shown up for me but Erik was more like a brother than a love interest. I was looking at myself in the mirror lost in my thoughts when Lyle came up and kissed my shoulder blade "So beautiful" he mumbled kissing my neck. This kind of got to me "How many girls do you say that to?" I whisper barely audible. "Are you calling me a player?" Lyle asks looking offended. "Your words not mine" I laugh. Lyle takes me by the hand and spins me to look at him "But how many girls did I tell the truth to" He smirks eyeing me up and down. I say nothing and continue to dress myself. Ill wait till tomorrow when hes infatuated with some blonde waitress at his favorite diner while he lays next to me. I know he's here physically but his mind is with someone else, I've learned to not melt at his touch anymore even though I am desperately in love with him, I want to give him everything,all of me but he cannot reciprocate it.

We hop into the car and thankfully Erik is there to minimize the awkward tension, Erik is telling us about a car he wants to view,I'm not paying too much attention when Lyle's hand grazes my thigh and rests there, I turn the opposite way in the car to avoid him looking out at all the scenery as we pass it. Erik messages "You okay? :)". I smile at him and give a slight nod. My phone buzzes again "Love you,always here girl". This time I reply "Love you more than ur dickhead brother <3 and same goes small nose". "Him again?! Dumbass, want me to slap him?" Erik responded. "Do not hit your brother, that would take the satisfaction from me XD" I giggle. I see Lyle's jaw clench, "It's your brother" I slightly raise my voice. His knuckles go white from how tight he holds the steering wheel. "Man what the fuck is your problem?" I spit. "You!" Lyle retorts. "You don't own me man like I am doing nothing, are you that jealous of your brother?" I question. "Fuck off Y/N" He bellows. "Man don't talk to her like that" Erik replies. "Stay out of it" Lyle looks at him through the rear view mirror. "She's my fucking friend too and if you think I won't protect her at all costs you're wrong!"Erik says slapping Lyle upside the head. Lyle reaches back to hit Erik and they're fighting. "Stop before we crash!" I yell. Both guys are silent and we finally pull into the parking lot. Erik embraces me and kisses the top of my head. "You're a dickhead,let her go" Lyle spits. Before Erik can say anything I pipe up "Stop being so fucking possessive, ill hug who I want" I spit back. In the back of my mind I like it yet I know its just an act. We walk inside the diner and a flirty waitress checks out both buys and straight away Lyle is flirting, it breaks me but hes being a dick so let him. We sit at the booth and Lyle exchanges numbers with the waitress. "Call me,sugar tits" He says slapping her ass. I know his plan, I look at him and he winks. Erik looks angry. I place my arm on his to comfort him and give him a look signalling I'm okay. We eat in silence, the waitress throwing herself at Lyle as he pays the bill, tipping the waitress $100. "Showoff" I mumble walking out earning a laugh from Erik. I sit in the back of the car while Erik gets in the passenger seat. Lyle looks back at me and then to Erik "Wanna feel my thigh too?" Erik asks in a girly voice bopping Lyle's nose. I can't breathe with laughter. Lyle is furious and drives looking very mad. 

We finally get home and I decide to go take a shower. "Can I join" Lyle walks in to the bathroom smirking. I pull the curtain. "Fuck off Lyle" I shout. "Damn we still have 3 days till your period,don't be like that baby" he attempts. "Stop mentioning my period have you ever just thought you're an asshole?" I question. "Love you princess"Lyle walks out biting his lip. I finish in the shower and Lyle is laying on my bed in just his boxers. "Damnnn the room just got hotter" he walks closer to me. "Take another step and I will kick you in the balls" I threaten. "Fuck you" he spits walking out of the room. "You'd only love to" I shout after him. I change into my pjs and head downstairs to flick through channels, the house is now empty not sure where either guys went. Suddenly the door opened and in came a soaking wet Erik. I got up and grabbed him a towel "What the hell man,you're gonna get sick,quickly dry off" I worry. "I promise it was an important trip" He says running upstairs. I giggle as he disappears out of sight. He later returns handing me a bag of my favorite candy and a hoodie that smells like his cologne. He'd really make the most amazing boyfriend. We talked and talked until I received a snap from Lyle which was a picture of him shirtless next to a girl,it dawned on me it was the waitress. "I don't know why he does this to me" I sobbed. Erik comforted me,he knew I had feelings for Lyle. He played with my hair and soon we drifted to sleep on the couch sharing a fluffy blanket. I wasn't sure when or if Lyle would return home.