Chapter 2.

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I knew the next few days would be difficult for the guys so I felt them moving in with me for a while would be best. We pulled up to the driveway of my home. I had a guestroom set up for friends to visit where Lyle and Erik often found themselves after parties. I also had en suites in both my bedroom and the guest bedroom. (Totally up to your interpretation of what your house is like). We got out of the car and I helped Erik and Lyle with their bags. "You can both stay in the guest room or there's a couch bed" I smile at them. "Ill take the couch,cant deal with Erik farting" Lyle laughs. We walk in and both guys set their bags in the guestroom. I prep some snacks for the guys,we were preoccupied by everything that happened so they didn't eat much. "Do you ever give up being the mom friend" Erik said sitting at the island startling me. "Just in case you guys are hungry my dude" I smiled. I noticed Erik looked a little more relived since we left Elm Drive. "You're always safe with me,I promise" I say rubbing his back comfortingly. He places his hand on top of mine which now rests on his shoulder "I know and although we haven't spoke much,we appreciate everything you've always done" Erik softly speaks.

"Don't make me emotional" I tear as they show gratitude. "What its only the 8th I thought that was the 12th of the month" Lyle pipes up giggling. I was so confused as to what they meant, Lyle noticed the confusion. "Erik and I worked out when your period was so we'd understand why you were pissy or emotional and we'd carry chocolate in our tennis bags" I was shocked hearing this come from Lyle . "It worked ever since we were twelve but I guess women change" Erik added. "I genuinely didn't even notice but yeah its still the 12th sometimes I get a little emotional before and after" I laugh. "GROUP HUG" Erik screams pulling me into his side and Lyle joining. I felt like they might have needed this more than me and so I let it happen. Eventually they let me break free. We sat on the couches watching movies till late I sat between the guys which wasn't unusual, I began getting tired. "Imma head to bed guys,love you both so much" I stand up,stretching and hugging them both. I didn't need to tell them where anything was they had been here a million times and probably knew better than I did.


I walked upstairs and changed into an oversize tee. I threw my hair up into a messy bun and sprayed some deodorant. I pulled back the covers of my bed and felt the cold sheets and pillows. "Bliss" I thought to myself. I heard light footsteps passing my door signaling Erik was heading to bed himself. I closed my eyes, a million thoughts racing through my head but I knew I did all I could. "Y/N?" Lyle whispered shaking me lightly. I shot up,"Are you okay?" I tried searching  his face for answers but it was so dark I couldn't see anything. "It got a little lonely on the couch, can I bunk with you" I could sense a sort of panic it must have been a nightmare. "Of course" I opened the blanket letting him in and giving him some space. "Thank you" he whispered. After a minute I felt his arm reach over and pull me closer,he kissed my head "Much better" he giggled lightly. I smiled not letting him see,I still had feelings for him but he never liked to be tied down for too long. The warmness of his body against mine felt like I belonged here but he was never mine his heart longed for someone who wasn't me and it broke me but I felt important when he got like this. I drifted to sleep and surprisingly woke up with him still next to me usually he'd leave early or go sit on the couch yet last night he stayed,maybe he needed me?


A/N I hope you like it, although this book includes smut and other sexual references its not to sexualize the guys its simply a life I would love them to have,normal and free and having someone who loves them dearly. My love always <3333 

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